~My body my choice ~
When has it ever been my choice.
I’ve been penetrated in so many ways from this society.
I am told to receive it and be thankful
Oh what a life.
I wish to be childless until the Mother comes back to this World.
Feminine energy and beliefs are tossed the side as if being compassionate and understanding is for the unwell.
*cough cough*
These childbearing hips will rear no offspring but will stampede through the streets for ones already here.
My body my choice
As if.
As if it were that simple.
I wish it was.
I’m frightened of the men who will take what they think is there’s when womb bearing people say no to sex or to having children.
I’m frightened for my friends who want children because of the risks that were already high with pregnancy will be even higher now and under scrutiny.
Our bodies our choice.
We’ve been given the illusion of choice.
2022-06-25 13:55:51 +0000 UTC
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When I am in a heightened emotional response/mindset I tend to search for things I can control or organize because my nervous system craves order in the chaos. Unfortunately in the past what was easy to control was my nutrition (or lack there of) and how I looked. *que eating disorder and body dysmorphia*
I caught myself falling back into that pattern this past week. I’ve been in a trauma response the last month because life threw me some fucking curve balls. Which is honestly probably the biggest reason I made this account lol but nonetheless we’re here and we’re queer. 🏳️🌈
Reminding myself to be gentle, be nurturing, and be kind to my body. There’s no reason big enough to intentionally harm my body for a way of feeling control. That’s not okay and I used it in the past to, idk, ground myself instead of being swallowed by my scared shitless core self. I don’t want to live that pattern anymore.
2022-06-17 04:01:32 +0000 UTC
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Happy Friday !
I don’t live for the weekends but I do love my days off from work lol
2022-06-10 12:01:34 +0000 UTC
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Goooood morning 🌞
Admiring my hips and my tummy today ✨
Throughout my body acceptance journey, I always get the question of where do I start, how did you start. And it starts small! Finding things about yourself that you love and branching out from there. When I was 19, I loved my eyes, my feet, my hair and my nose lol and from there it grew 🌱 paying attention to the parts you love and ignoring the parts you don’t is where i faltered. Total body acceptance is accepting and clapping for the parts of you that you particularly don’t like. I used to loathe my tummy and my thighs. As I’ve gotten older and gained healthy weight back, they’re some of my favorite parts of the whole beautiful being that I am 🧡 once you start small and being to branch out, you realize that there’s a difference between body positivity and body acceptance; sometimes it’s hard being positive about your entire being. But the acceptance comes from being okay to with not being okay! And loving yourself regardless
Pay to view: waist down implied newds in bed 🛏 plus a lil O’Malley paw lol
2022-06-10 11:29:37 +0000 UTC
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Recent photoshoot for Dez Beauty!!
I started modeling with I was 19 to help with my body dysmorphia and to help others feel more confident and comfortable with their bodies. I wish i had really been able to embody my own preachings at the time but I struggled with an eating disorder. I’ve have been doing well the last two years; I’ve gained 25lbs since becoming 1. Aware of a substance use issue and 2. Aware that I was masking an eating disorder with the substance abuse. Modeling now feels a little foreign tbh. But I feel more accepting of my body than ever :) doesn’t mean there’s not days or nights that I’m not, I’m just more gentle with myself in the process now🧡
2022-06-09 02:54:59 +0000 UTC
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Scrub a dub dub 🧼
Sometimes i really have to convince myself to take a shower. Or just taking care of myself in general. I read that whatever your love language is, the way you self sabotage is the reverse meaning of that. Mine is quality time, which adds the fuck up lol. I neglect myself as some sense of control I think. When I’m in a negative headspace or when traumatic events happen, the longing for control comes from my childhood of course haha as much of our personalities/character does. But I digress, unpatterning these coping mechanisms is messy and so fucking worth it. I deserve to be clean, I deserve to be fed, and I deserve to feel my emotions without conditions. Unconditional love babyyyyyy🧡🧡
Pay to view: Drippy drip newds plus an awkward video lol
2022-06-09 02:41:38 +0000 UTC
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Body dysmorphia isn’t in the building today!!
Had a really fulfilling Sunday;I have had a rough couple weeks but mentally I feel like I’m handling this wave with more grace and gentleness than ever before. I’m about to do my tarot ritual, every Sunday night is dedicated to recentering, reflection, and feeling the potential energy of this next week :) Ill have to post a video on my practice, tonight won’t be that night but, something to look forward too 😘 even though it’s been tough, I’m so grateful to feel all the ebbs and flows
Oh and disclaimer, pay to view pics are mirror cheeks and chest 🍑 hehe
2022-06-06 01:46:34 +0000 UTC
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Friday mood board 😇
2022-06-03 17:28:19 +0000 UTC
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🌜Moon Cycle🌛
Feeling bloated, tired, and irrationally angry 😤
I’ve been embracing my 🩸moon🩸 cycle lately as part of my spiritual practice instead of seeing it as a nuisance. The esoteric meaning of 🩸has many meanings, from generational healing, creation, the battery within us. Every month I’m able to reconnect with these topics and dive deeper into my beliefs. Today I’m letting the emotions roll and release, feeding my body and mind what it’s craving, and feeling more at home in my body in the process ✨
2022-06-02 23:46:12 +0000 UTC
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Helloooo and welcome to Sacred 🍯✨
This account will be focusing on body acceptance, humor, self awareness practices, and sensual fulfillment. My wants for this page is to be a welcoming place for everyone to feel comfortable and seen. My needs for this page is to be a safe space, I will not tolerate ignorant disrespect towards myself or others.
Please ask questions!! :)
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2022-05-28 14:29:55 +0000 UTC
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