Just did some new pics. I think they look good. Make my clit look nice and "testosterone bloated," as someone just said. I like that bloated clit look. I need to bloat it some more. See about doing that today.
2024-04-16 14:06:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Ever look at porn and think…”I want to do that.” Even if it’s something you may not have wanted to do before. Sometimes the chicks in porn, and occasionally the guys in porn, make it look so delicious. I saw a chick make her butt hole open up so perfectly big and round with an amazing black hole you could drop a massive dick inside with no problem. I am normally not the one who likes her butt being trashed like that, but after watching her…I want to annihilate my asshole into a giant hole to be used freely as a sperm dump. I have no idea how she did it because she only showed herself winking at me with her perfectly gaped asshole. But something big was in there. And…it’s making me want to be used like an anal fuck toy filled with cum and left leaking jizz because it’s too wide to close back up. Yes, I know. I get off on being used. So what. I know it bothers some people. They say things like, “Don’t you have any self-respect?” I have tons of it. I also have a big sexual appetite, and letting a 23-year-old use my body like a lump of sex holes while I blabber brainlessly because he pumped me stupid is part of that appetite. I get off on using guys as fuck toys as well. I had a dick in Ryans's mouth not so long ago for no other reason than seeing his utter humiliation for my own personal pleasure. I don’t mind switching it up and being the one reduced to nothing more than a hole to put cum in. Just the thought of it makes me tingle. The thought of getting my asshole stretched to superhuman proportions and left that way for good is very enticing at the moment. That may change. But for right now, I’m thinking about finding the biggest toy I can and getting work on turning my butthole into a dick garage.
2024-04-16 12:53:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a bit of an afternoon clit for you 😜💦🍑 Hope you're all having an awesome day !💋
2024-04-15 20:03:44 +0000 UTC View PostWhy? Because I’m a wife, a mother, a 57-year-old woman, and I’m letting a 23-year-old man remove my panties, bend me over, slip his cock into my guts, and fucking me brain dead, and then empty his seed into my pussy. Being used like that and left dripping sperm from a 23-year-old is sexually exhilarating and addictive. I especially liked getting fucked by Connor when he was 19 and then talking with his grandparents while their grandson’s sperm was still swimming around in my belly, trying to plant a baby inside of me. I went out of my way to make that happen, much to Connors's dismay. So, it’s the mental thrill and the need to feel wildly inappropriate that makes me want to get pumped by guys 30-plus years my junior. That’s the answer to the question of why I like to fuck younger men.
I do love fucking younger men. I also love fucking men my age and everything in between. It all depends on the situation at the time. There is no set rhyme or reason when it comes to whether I will fuck older or younger.
Woke up to several replies on X that I needed to find God. Look, religious freedom is important. I honestly believe and support that. I don’t do religion. In fact, if I ever were to find myself in front of whatever version of the maker himself you happen to believe in…I have a long laundry list of complaints I want to go over while I’m there. I don’t go for all this free-will crap. The guy who loses his mind, turns his car into a bomb, and then drives into a mall isn’t a result of free will or Satanic influence. It’s a manufacturing defect. One that needs to be adressed with a class action lawsuit served on the Pope. I don’t go for Satan, either. We never hear from Satan. Why is that? Could it be he is a stand-up guy and may just be taking the high road and is just too polite to talk ill of his family up above? We will never know. But so you know, I am pro-religion when it comes to personal preferences. Knock yourself out. Just so long as it isn’t pushed aggressively or violently upon anyone else. I don’t need a higher power to do the right thing. Some folks do and I’m good with that.
I fingered myself this morning. I was successful in finishing the job. It was a decent orgasm, but I’ll admit it. It was kind of a bit painful. I guess the tensing up riled things up a bit. So, I’ll try again tomorrow and see how that works out.
Don’t read this if you don’t want to fall asleep. I have warned you.
Went to sit with a few content creators wanting to do girl-girl with me last night. I said no. I got the look of death from both of them. It got super awkward from there. They got up to leave, and the bill wasn’t paid. I reminded them of that. One of them through $40 down and left. Their portion of the bill was only $21. The waitress got a good tip. Honestly, I’m picky about my women. I’m too old to be banging chubby chicks for “content.” Most importantly, I don’t work with “gay for pay” women. They were admittedly just that. I hate that shit. I asked them if they had ever spent time fucking each other off camera, and they said no, that they weren’t gay and they both had boyfriends. If they haven’t spent time in another woman's bed for no other reason than they were totally into the other chick, then, in my opinion, they have no reason to be doing girl-girl porn. I lived with another girl as a couple for 3 months 20 years ago before being a lesbian was cool. She ended up being nuts but these things happen. I can count a total of five women I have lived as a couple with during my lifetime. Maybe that’s why gay-for-pay with women bothers me.
I thought about finding a hot gay chick and making a porn series. The thing is, for guys, actual gay women having realistic lesbian sex isn’t all that visually exciting. Girl-on-girl porn is typically vastly unrealistic but is geared up to solve the visually unexciting problem. In most of my lesbian relationships, there has been a lot of getting fingered and use of vibrating toys. And yes, we tasted each other often. I can’t remember ever using a strap-on. Why would we? If we wanted a dick in us, we would get a guy and let him slip it in. And sometimes, with a couple of the girls, we did. But the point of this long-winded explanation is that we were actually very much into each other as partners/lovers. As in actual feelings. Why am I not with a hot MILF right now, you ask? The big issue is I like dick in a big way. I always gravitate back to it. Be it big or small, I need dick. Not fake plastic dicks attached to a crappy harness that does weird things and falls apart constantly. Guys happen to have real dicks. So, I pretty much gave up on women for that reason. Plus, guys are much easier to get along with. I’ll leave it at that.
My next reason is simply this, and this will rile a few of you. I don’t like chubby, out-of-shape women as sexual partners. Call me whatever woke version of an awful person I may fit into, but it is what it is. Worse yet, I don’t really care about body appearance in men, so I’m not an equal-opportunity body discriminator. David’s belly probably gets in the way of him being able to see his dick, even as big as his cock is. I quit noticing his expansive wasteline the second he made me laugh. Rob and Ryan are both in phenomenal shape. I’d fuck David over either one 7 days a week, 24/7. Women don’t have that luxury with me, especially if they are gay-for-pay content creators. Why did I go to meat with them? They looked good in their pics. Even their obviously over-edited IG videos looked good. But up close and in person…not so much. I want to get some girl-on-girl stuff, but I have to be into the chicks I’m about to stick my tongue into. If I’m going to fuck someone without a dick, they need to be somewhat fit and trim. I don’t even care so much about looks. Suppose a woman has a good body but isn’t typecast into the norm of what is considered attractive. Who gives a shit about how her face looks. It's not her face I want to lick, and I can’t see her face when she’s licking me. I don’t have much of a facial attraction to people anyway. Guys included. Body is my first notice, personality is second, then maybe I look at the face as a factor, but even then, not much weight is given to that. More guys have pumped sperm into me simply because I like them as a person. It wasn’t looks, it wasn’t pick-up lines, it was just being able to hold a conversation with me. Neither of these two women was much in the department of conversation, so that didn’t help either. The end. Sorry for boring you. I’m basically just thinking out loud here so don’t pay much attention to it.
So that you know, I'll be back to making videos this upcoming week. I need another day or two to get things all good to go. Don't want to blow myself out and have to do the surgery thing all over again.
2024-04-14 00:06:01 +0000 UTC View Post
I spent just a little over an hour and a half with Rob's dick in my hand. I could have gone on for another hour and a half, but Rob broke down and begged me to take him over the edge and let his balls empty. I mean, he begged me. I thought he might cry. I had the best time. I really did. We used wrist restraints looped around the back of a chair so he couldn’t touch himself. That was my idea. In the past, he has lost control and grabbed onto his dick and finished himself. I made the head of his dick a deep purple that I have never seen before, and Rob has a white dick…I mean, like really white, but the head of it was such a dark purple I had to wonder if I was hurting his wonderful cock. I long stroked it for him and then just let go the second I thought he was getting close and his dick would dance around. About halfway through, I noticed his balls were moving around like they were having a cramp when I let go. The more I teased his dick, the more they squished around inside of his ball sac. It was amazing to watch. He had no control over them. They just moved around in random ways and independently. When I grabbed them with my hand, they didn’t stop. It was such a pussy drenching experience to feel his testicles dancing around in my palm. Then I went back to work on the head of his dick with my fingers. When I rub the underside of the head where it forms a “v,” he loses his mind. When I grab his shaft and pull the skin tight, then rub the palm of my hand in a circular motion over the head of his dick, he becomes insane. His breathing was so hard it was like he just finished a marathon at full speed. I made him tell me he would leave his wife for me. He said he would. I made him tell me he loved me more than his wife. He said he did. Then I told him she could have him that I wasn’t interested. I made him tell me he understood that David was a superior man because his dick was bigger. That was the hardest thing for Rob. He couldn’t do it. Until I said we were through, he would have to get himself off. He broke down and told me he understood he was inferior to David because David’s dick was bigger. I continued my stroking and stopping. Time after time. When Rob reached a point of basically blubbering and acting brain-dead, I figured it was time to let him release. Which ended up being the best part of the entire day. Hell, it was the best part of my entire month so far. I got him to the edge, stopped, then lightly tickled the underside of his cock, watching the head get even more of a dark purple until his sperm drooled out. Which wasn’t all that exciting, to be honest. Kind of disappointing. But his body stayed locked and tense. His face was locked in the most stupid of ways, and then a long rope of jizz erupted and landed on his shoulder. Then another long rope, and another, and another, and so on. Then it stopped. It was a huge cum dump. But it wasn’t over. Nothing happened; his cock jerked around, but nothing came out. He still had that dazed and confused look on his face, and he sat there for another 20 seconds with his cock twitching around, and then his cock started pumping more cum. Not just a little. It wasn’t flying ropes but pouring streams. It just kept going. It was bigger than any load Connor ever gave me, and up to this point in my life, Connor had the most amazing cum shots ever. But it wasn’t comparable to Rob’s cum explosion today. How I wish he had pumped that load in my ass. To feel that amount of nut flowing into my guts would be unbelievable. When I thought he was done, I grabbed his cock to suck it so I could get a taste, but he jerked around in his chair so hard I let go. He begged me not to touch his cock because it was overly sensitive. Go figure. Most guys love it when I suck their cock empty of post-drip jizz. I like doing it. But that didn’t happen today. He sat in the chair, covered in his own cum, trying to get his breath back. Then he asked me if I meant it. I asked if I meant what? If I wanted him to leave his wife for me. That made me laugh. I told him no. He seemed disappointed. I remember when I was the one who would get disappointed when he would just fuck me stupid and then leave. How the tables have turned. I asked him about his orgasm. He said he had no idea what happened. He had never cum like that for so long and pumped out so much. I asked him about the pause between the two separate cum pumps. He said it was uncomfortable like his balls were tensed up to a point they were going to pop, and then he slid into the second part of his orgasm, and he really didn’t remember too much from there other than it was unbelievable and that he has to do it again. I hope so. I hope I can repeat that type of orgasm but with his dick inside me. I want to try and swallow that load as well. I don’t think I could, and I can swallow sperm with the best of them, so that’s saying something.
I unhooked his hands and he tried to make out, but that just wasn’t me. I got what I wanted, and he got more than what he wanted. Here’s a drink now hit the road. I got stuff to do, which leads me to where we are now. Me telling you about the greatest handjob of both of our lives. I just hope we can repeat it.
Good morning everyone. I have a handjob date today with Rob today. There will be no fucking. I’m still banged up from my surgery on Thursday. Feel pretty good but don’t want to goof anything up. Rob is good with a handjob. He loves to be edged, and today would be the perfect day for me to edge him until he loses his mind. I love the faces I cause him to make with my hands. My favorite is the shocked, I can’t believe this is happening face. I also just love feeling his perfectly beautiful cock in my hand. It’s so big it can’t stand up straight even when it’s in its fully spongy hard state. The same thing happens to David. It just kind of tries to point horizontally but is too heavy actually to achieve it. I don’t know why I’m telling you this. I am just fascinated with pretty much everything about cocks. I can't count the number of times I have given random guy handjobs for no other reason than I wanted to hold his dick in my hand and do things to it. It's pretty much an undeniable compulsion at this point. I would give just about anything to have one of my own. To know what it feels like when your cock gets even harder right before your balls start pushing sperm out is an itch I can never scratch. So the next best thing is to hold a dick in my hand and feel what your dick goes through with my fingers. As weird as it sounds, I study your dick when I give it a handjob. I see what makes you tense up, what makes it twitch. I learn what happens right before you cum so I can back off and deny you your orgasm until I’m ready to give it to you. I know Rob’s dick intimately. I know the second his balls suck inside of him that I need to back off, or I will push him past the point of no return. His puffy dick will harden right before that happens. It’s hard to begin with, but I can feel it trying to turn itself into granite when it’s ready to pour sperm for me. I can do that for hours. I don’t know how he survives it, to be honest. It looks painful, and sometimes I think he’s going to pass out from not breathing. But, in the end, when he cums, he tells me he loves me. He recently told me he loved me more than his wife, which is awesome. Not that I want Rob for a boyfriend. I don’t like him that much. I like his dick and his willingness to put it inside of me. His wife can keep him. But I do like knowing I do things to his dick that are so powerful that her husband belongs to me to me to do with as I wish. I can take him if I choose simply because I control his cock. That makes me want to fuck right now just thinking about it. But I can’t. Don’t want to blow a gasket, so to speak. I’ll be back to full speed sometime this upcoming week. I can wait a few more days. Until then, I’ll just have to occupy my time mind fucking them while I jerk them off. Sounds like a good time to me.
2024-04-13 15:37:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Surgery is done. I'm still dealing with the post-anesthesia stuff and a little discomfort, but in the big picture, everything is blue skies and fuzzy bunnies. I will wake up tomorrow and be a little sore, but I should have my head back in order. So, enough about that. I got some stuff done in a rush to get prepared for today. I’m super tired, so I’m going to put some of it up, go promptly back to bed, and let sleep work its magic.
I wonder if the doctor looked at my coochie and thought, “What a massive clit this one has.” It was a she, and she was really good-looking, and so was one of the nurses, so I hope they did check it out. I’d be okay if they took pics. Really, I would.
What surgery did I have? It will sound gross, but I had surgery on my sinuses. Right up through my nose and apparently my throat as well to get at them. What caused me to seek out medical help? Terrible sinus headaches and face pain. I lost my sense of taste. I was losing my balance on the daily. I looked like I was drinking heavily occasionally when I stood up. It was interfering with my sex life, and I can’t have that at any cost. Will there be a GoFundMe? Absolutely not. I have seen so many people start them for ridiculous reasons and often flat-out lies. Porn chicks are notorious GoFundMe scammers. I know more than a few who rode the GoFundMe cash cow under completely false pretenses. I have cut ties with one in particular for that very reason.
I’m getting up there in the age department. 57 years old. Things are starting to wear out. Not my pussy, that fucker is going harder than ever. But other things are getting their ass kicked by that bastard Father Time. It happens to everyone. I hope I hold together for another 10 to 15 years because I feel like my sex drive and sex life will last at least that long.
Went out with Tony last night. We talked about Ryan and David. I asked Tony if he was interested in that kind of thing. He said no, he only likes hearing about it. That’s how it always starts. So, I sucked his dick in the car like a good GILF, ate his nut, let him finger me a bit, and sent him on his way. He’s not old enough to be a cuck. 23, maybe 24. Has a nice dick, and I do enjoy sucking him off. We don’t fuck all that much since David has taken to resizing my pussy. I suppose Tony is okay with that. He certainly isn’t complaining.
Ryan has done a 180 and is back in action again. He seems to have lost his hesitation about being emasculated by a guy with a bigger dick. He has no idea how much sex he is about to get if he stays true to his word. I could set up a session on Saturday but I’m hesitant to do so because Thursday is my surgery. Hopefully, it won’t be all that as far as recovery time. I am usually back in action in under a week. When I had my hysterectomy, I was sucking cock within a week, fucking in under a month. Leave me in a bed with nothing to do and I’m going to start thinking about dicks. It’s what I do. I can’t help myself.
Surgery has gotten me out of a wedding. I tried to be a smartass but that didn’t work. She is on her third marriage. Obviously, marriage is not her strong suit. So I replied to her invitation with Sorry, I can’t make it to this one, but I’ll make sure to get there for the next one. She didn’t think that was funny. Now I have the perfect excuse to not go. Besides, I fucked her fiance. Literally, I fucked him in the ass with a big ass dildo. His dick would never get hard but he would still cum. As in pump cum out of his limp dick. He said it was because he was a “sissy boy.” I said it was because he was gay. He never even got me off. She doesn’t know any of this because I never told her. I mean I told her I fucked him but didn’t go into details. Surely, he’s either changed, or this is her thing. I still think he’s gay. He slammed that dildo silicone balls deep, and it was like 10 inches, and I think he could have taken more. When he rode on top of me his floppy dick would swing around like a soggy noodle and then just pump jizz. I guess it was interesting but a girl would like to cum now and then and never even made the attempt. I guess he thought he was gracing me with something wonderful by allowing me to put a fat dildo in his guts. I mean, I like doing it if it’s what he’s into, but there has to be some interest in putting your dick in me. Make sense? Does to me.
I find myself watching guys cum quite often when I’m online. I can’t help it. I’m drawn to it. I could give a crap what they look like, what their sexual orientation is. I’m only interested in one thing, and of that one thing, I only watch the final seconds right before, during, and after they cum. It sets something off inside of me. It’s like I can almost smell the cum as if it were live and in front of me. I ask myself, would I drink all his milk? Mostly, the answer is yes. It kind of sucks to be a guy because you don’t get to experience anything like a hot load of sperm in your throat so you really don’t know what I’m trying to convey here. Is it gross? Maybe a very long time ago it was. Now, I just find myself rating the consistency of the jizz. As in if it’s thick and rope-like or runny. I prefer somewhere right in the middle. Super thick and ropey sticks in my throat. Overly watered down is hard to get off of body parts because it’s runs right off. You must be thinking right now, this chick is mental. You may be right.
2024-04-09 16:08:17 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes I look at a girl's ass and wonder how I’m not 100 percent gay. Then someone sends me a video of their dick pumping cum, and I realize that dick trumps ass in most cases. Nature at its finest.
I wanted to write about last Friday. Some of you will hate this recap. It will seem extreme and over the top. So much went so perfectly for me but went so poorly for others that I didn’t want to throw salt in a wound. It’s Tuesday and both David and Ryan have different opinions on how things went. David is good with it now. He wasn’t saying so until last night. Of course, he didn’t have a cock in his mouth. His dick, however, was in Ryans's mouth. I put it there. Ryan wasn’t so happy about tasting the head of another man's dick. He said I pushed him into it by telling him if he didn’t do it we were through forever. He didn’t want us to be over, so he put his tongue in David’s cum hole when I told him to. In fairness to myself, I warned Ryan several times that if we did a threesome with David, his role would be the cuck. I also warned him more than a few times that if he didn’t do what I asked of him as a cuck, we would be forever done with each other. I gave him the option of backing out, and nothing would change between us. I would fuck him when I felt like it. He said he wanted to be a bigger part of my life, and he liked the idea of being my “sexual slave.” I told him I wasn’t interested in having a “sex slave,” just another good cuck like Scott. Ryan said he wanted to be that guy. I believe he really did, but reality sunk in when I was holding Davids's cock, pumping sperm into Ryans's open mouth, letting him swallow another man's cum. When I asked him how it felt to feel and taste cum, alive with swimmers, that just left the insides of another man's balls and whose cock is vastly superior to his own, he became visibly upset. Almost defeated. I truly thought he might cry. He didn’t. I could tell it was close, though. I think he wanted me to console him, which may be why he looked horrified when I started scooping the jizz off his chin into his mouth while I fingered myself. I made him suck my fingers while I rubbed myself to a quick but very powerful orgasm in front of both David and Ryan. It was the perfect fantasy that became a reality fuck session. Probably the most perfect one I have ever had because it was raw and unscripted. Ryan wanted consoling and reassurances about his manhood that I didn’t give. As far as I’m concerned, he has lost his manhood forever pertaining to sex. He has become a cuck. If he accepts his role, he will have more sex than he ever dreamed of. If he rejects it, we are through. There is no turning back, no going back to the way things used to be. When I placed David’s dick in his hands and told him to stroke him hard for me….the first stroke he gave David’s dick changed his role in my life forever. The look of confusion on Ryan’s face as he looked at another man's dick in his hands was priceless. The humiliated and defeated look he got when I made him jerk his own dick off and empty his balls onto my stomach and eat his own sperm off of me while David watched produced a high for me better than any drug ever could. Two minutes after he ate his own cum is when I knew things may have gone too far for Ryan. Honestly, I didn’t care, nor do I now. If Ryan said he’s done with me forever, I’m good with that. I will always have the memory of him putting David’s cock in my pussy while I sat on top of David. I would prefer he stay in my life, but I can no longer accept him in any other way than to be my cum eating cuckold. It’s the same thing with Scott. As selfish as it sounds, I am not going to change, no matter how strong the attraction or love may be. I will continue to have my boy toys and my cucks. Hopefully, Ryan will continue to stay in my life. He said yesterday he isn’t gay and he isn’t attracted to men. I believe him 100 percent. I have no doubt Ryan is all about women. I also reminded him that his dick was hard even when he had David’s dick in his mouth. I reminded him he popped a load of cum while David split me in two with his massive cock without ever being touched by anyone, including himself. He may not have liked being owned and controlled in the way that both David and myself pushed on him, but his dick did. Is it gay? Not in the least. It’s sex. It would be gay if they exchanged numbers, kissed goodbye, and skipped off happily into the night. That’s now how the night ended. It ended with me ordering Ryan to take David’s keys, start his car for him, and then thank him for fucking me in ways he never could. Then, when were alone, I had Ryan watch as I masturbated and told him how good he looked doing all the things I asked him to do. Ryan left the house with a hard dick. Sadly, he ghosted me until yesterday. David ghosted me until Sunday. David said he was nervous about it, but now it’s all he can think about, and he is ready to do it again anytime I want. Ryan, well, he’s on the fence if you listen to him. He says he has a lot of emotional things going on about his role in Friday night's fun. He said he has a hard time looking at himself in the mirror. But he kept looking for reassurance that I was okay with it. What a dumbass. I was the one who rubbed one out, thinking and talking about it in front of him. I have seen this before, his mind is saying no, but his dick is ready to do it all over again right now. 99 times out of a 100…the dick wins. Sorry for the novel and sorry for being vague on the details…I am treading tricky waters here as whether they both admit it or not, I’m pretty positive they are subscribers and read every word I write. It’s easy to spot when I talk with them. Now everyone knows. It’s better that way.
I think my clit has gained 1/2 an inch. It's massive 24/7 now, and though I had a break in the action for a few days, it's not slowing down whatsoever! You be the judge.
Sorry for being somewhat quiet for the last 3 days or so. I messed up the old backup and ended up somewhat incapacitated. First things first on this: though I appreciate the sentiment, I am not a fan of “Aw…hope you feel better” condolences. I’m an adult, and crap happens, I’ll live. Way worse happens to other people, so I consider myself fortunate that this wasn’t a long-term injury/illness. It seems to have resolved itself with a couple of steroid shots in the nerve, and for the most part, I’m good to go now. Still a twinge here and there but way better than when it was kicking in full gear. It wasn’t a muscle. It was the sciatic nerve combined with a cyst on my spine, both causing the other to go into flare-up overdrive. Neither of which is the end of the world. Painful but not a life-altering event. Blue skies and fuzzy bunnies are the state of my world again.
Yes. I did fuck. Once over the past few days. I fucked Scott because I was horny as fuck, and I didn’t want David or any of my other guys to fuck me stupid and cause me to fuck my back up again. So I let Scott slip his dick in and slowly pump to a few orgasms. They were okay. Not the big ones I was hoping for. Not his fault. He’s a cuck. Cucks can’t fuck. Mostly because I don’t want them to for selfish reasons.
I have not been to an ER at a hospital in probably 20-plus years. If I never see one again, it will be too soon. Worthless waste of time. Complete failure of competence. I left and ended up in a walk-in clinic that did absolutely everything and got me squared away within an hour. I will say this, though. From now on, when someone tells me how awful the ER and the people in it were…I will believe them.
And here's a few pics to hold you over and like I always say, please use them wisely 🍆💦😜💋
2024-04-06 16:08:26 +0000 UTC View PostHey there, just popping in to let you know what I have been up to, and show you all of my lady parts 😜🍑💦 Hope your all having a great day and I'll catch you all later.
2024-04-06 16:02:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Just waiting in the Lowe's parking lot and thought I would give you a little tease 😜🍑💦
2024-04-05 18:37:39 +0000 UTC View PostOne in each hole makes me airtight, and being airtight is right. I'm just saying. I doubt I’ll get a third, but I’m trying to make that happen right now. If you get weirded out by my cuck stuff, you may want to quit here because I am in full cuck mode right now. I am having David over tonight, so at the very least, he will wreck my pussy in ways I never thought possible. I’m looking forward to it. My pussy is drenched in anticipation. Then, I have Ryan coming over as well. I was worried about David not being on board with my dark side sexual tendencies. I was somewhat wrong. He talks with me on the phone about our session, with me smacking Scott in the face with his dick and humiliating him by feeding him David's sperm in front of him. Apparently, that session with David being the bull has given him a shot of confidence. He told me he was worried because of his body and his weight. Scott is a large man, heavily muscled, and looks like he has been through a few battles in his time. David is a little taller, but his belly hangs, and his conditioning is about zero. He has a secret weapon, though. It's his 10-inch cock. Just the sight of it turns guys like Scott into meek little whiny trolls who lose their manhood with every face slap I give them with his dick. David noticed that. It has made him feel powerful. In reality, I made him feel powerful, but he doesn’t need to know that. So now he’s interested in pursuing his newfound sexual confidence. I would bet his confidence is starting to transfer into his daily world as well. We will find out tonight, as Ryan has gone in reverse. He is starting to feel the pull of being a cuckold. If he lets me tonight, if they both let me tonight, Ryan will go home more a sissy than a man, and that is making me touch my clit thinking about it. I get more than excited thinking how I can turn a meek sissy of a man into a cuck-pounding bull and take another man and remove his man card and send him home a sissy with dried sperm on his face. Forever altered. All because they wanted to fuck me. There is a price to be paid. A price all parties are more than happy to pay. I don’t make anyone do anything. They do it because they want to. I guide them in the proper direction. Do I have a heavy influence on them? Of course, I do. I live for this, so I do whatever is necessary to make it happen. But, as I said, they can always just say, “Not for me.” And disappointingly, some do. Most don’t. David is easy. He has only had sex about 10 times. Most of those 10 fucks were with me over the last month or so. For a guy as old as he is, that’s a low number. When I open my legs for his cock, I am his promise land, and I intend to keep it that way. I am so hoping for a fantastic outcum tonight. I’ll surely keep you posted.
And right before I posted this, Tony called and wants to fuck. We won’t fuck, I’m saving that for tonight, but I like Tony, so I’ll suck the sperm out of his balls for him. Should be here within the hour. What a great Thursday this is working out to be. I was thinking I might have a dry week but things are starting to “pop” as we speak!
To answer your question, he pumped a load of jizz in my colon and then fed me a second load down my throat. That was the end result of my fuck date with Ryan yesterday. His dick never even touched my pussy. His tongue did, though, and if I had to pick a favorite moment, it would be the way he sucked my clit off to completion. I rarely get a heavy orgasm from having my clit sucked off, but I did yesterday. I think what helped was it was after he unloaded his testicles in my guts, and his sperm was still oozing out of my ass while he was sucking my clit. It’s a sensation overload-type thing. So good for Ryan for making that happen. I kind of want to do it again right now it was that good.
Second round. Ryan was asking me about David. I explained his dick was measuring in at just at or a little over 10 inches. He had a ton of questions, but they all started leaning toward how much better his massive dong felt than his. I explained the best part of fucking such a big dick for me is the lack of feeling when another man puts his smaller cock inside of me. I gave him the whole spiel on my kinks about cheating, cuckolding, and humiliation and how his huge dick played a huge part in that aspect of my sex life. Ryans's dick went from post cum limp to a rock-hard pole. Funny how guys get into things they never think they would like. So he asked me to measure his dick. I found a 12-inch plastic ruler and let him measure it himself. He said almost 7 inches. I took the ruler, measured it properly, and it came in at 5 ½ inches, and that’s being generous. You can’t measure your dick from underneath. It's from your pube mount to the tip, and that doesn’t mean jamming the ruler into your pube mount to gain an inch. He said he always thought he had a 7-inch dick. The ruler doesn’t lie. 5 ½ inches or 14 cm is plenty of dick guys. I think if I had to pick the ideal size, it would be a medium width and 6 ½ inches long. I find that to be a very multi-purpose cock. Anyway, he asked me if he put his cock in my belly via my pussy, and I declined. Not because I didn’t want him inside of me but because I liked playing the game. I told him I was saving that for David, being that he owned my pussy, and I would have to ask him first before I let anyone else inside of what belonged to him. He was like are you serious? I said completely. I tapped his purple-headed cock that looked painfully hard and said I think your dick understands. I said I could suck it for him, and he was very okay with that. I sucked the head and asked him how it felt to be denied my pussy because another man had a bigger dick. He pumped his second load down my throat almost immediately. And just like that, I found Ryan’s trigger. I do so love finding a man's trigger. It makes him helpless to deny me when I use it on him. I immediately told him I needed him to get dressed and get going, that I had to call David, and I didn’t want him around while I was doing it. That wasn’t true. I didn’t call David, and I had no plans to do so. I just like making guys feel like the only interest I have in them is the fact that they are attached to a cock I like to drain and nothing more. But Ryan has been texting me constantly, asking me to tell him what we talked about and what my next plans with David would be. The only thing I texted back was, “Is your dick hard?” He answered with “Yes.” and he sent me a picture of it. I haven’t answered him since. I like keeping him hanging.
I will be seeing Ryan today at my house. Which means I will be getting my asshole widened out and filled with cum. That’s his thing. He is all about my butt. I’m good with that. He has the best cock ever to stick in my ass. It’s the perfect size and width, and he can go balls deep without any pain. If a dick is too long or too fat, anal sex can suck. If it’s Ryan-sized, anal sex can be better than pussy sex. I’m just saying. I like the way Ryan fucks my ass. He doesn’t grind me into the mattress, and he has no issues with me using my vibrator and occasionally dildos, so I can pretend I’m getting D Pd for real. The best ass sex I ever had was with Ryan behind Sams Club. We opened the car door, I bent over and used my hands for support on the seat, and he slipped his cock in my asshole. I came immediately. He came shortly after. I left sperm on his car seat that dripped out of my asshole on the way home. It was just hot. I would certainly do it again. It’s just more comfortable and convenient in the house. So, with that said, I need to prepare my asshole for his dick by slipping a series of 3 butt plugs in my guts. Small to large. It takes about 45 minutes, and then I leave the biggest and longest one in till he gets here. And that, my friends, is how it’s done properly! Let you know how it goes.
I went out with a few people who call themselves “content creators.” Mind you, they make adult content and spend exhaustive hours and untold amounts of money on it. They clued me in on “Dick Click Bate” like I was that old person who never sent an email in my life. I know what “bate click” is. But I’ll be honest, I didn’t know it was a thing in the adult industry. What is an “Adult bate click?” Its posts/tweets/whatever where they say things like, “If I invited you over, would you let me suck your dick?” Maybe you remember the line that popped up everywhere that used to annoy the crap out of me “Nexflix and chill or fuck me?” Which is all fine. If I were to put that in a post, I would be serious. Well, I don’t Netflix and Chill, so the only real option would be fuck. Not these chicks, though. They tried to sell me on how to get guys to join OFs and all the other pay sites and then send you DM’s with more bate clicks, which you have to pay for, which then leads to more messages you have to pay for as well. Sounds exhausting. I asked them why they don’t just have some fun and make a fuck video and be done with it. One of them said, “What are you still stuck in the 90s?” They proceeded to tell me they used $300 fake realistic dildos and never actually made real porn. Apparently, you can zoom in and crop the video so it looks like a real guy. Replacing the real thing as if fucking a real guy was gross. It went on and on, and I lost interest and kept trying to change the subject, but that’s all they could talk about. They are annoying girls but very cute and superficial. I’d lick them, but I fear the only thing licking their pussy is a realistic fake tongue. I’ll stick to real dicks leaving sperm in my asshole that won’t cum out for hours. That’s kind of my thing.
My clit is huge, but my pussy is back to tight and right again. Took a few days, but now I need to see if I can get Ryan to fuck me later today. The Test really has me worked up, so this would be a great time for him to turn my brain off with his dick.
I talked with David last night, and then he called again this morning. Then he called again after that. I thought after my night with him and Scott, he was rethinking his sexual adventures with me. He may very well might have been. Apparently, he has decided to cum to the “dark side” when it “cums” to sex. I was worried my kinks may have pushed him too far. It’s just sex, guys. I get it. I’m an oddball. I like oddball things. I like sex more than most guys do, and that fact alone creeps some guys out. I would hate to lose David and his unicorn of a dick. It’s one of those cocks that would statistically be hard to replace, but I would let it go if it meant having to give up my kinks. My sex life is way more important than a very large dick. I thought about David last night and I should have always known he would fall into my world of kinks. Why? Because he was rock hard the entire time and he came hard. I’m sure he had the post cum guilt, probably mostly because I slapped Scott’s face with his dick, and maybe watching Scott clean his jizz out of my pussy weirded him out as well. But like I said. He stayed rock hard, and when he came…it was obviously a momentous occasion for him. Who’s going to give that up? Not me.
Wah… I don’t have a huge cock; you will never want me. Oh, shut up. If I had to pick a cock just for physical pleasure, no mental fantasies, no ulterior motives, just pure sexual pleasure…It would be Ryan. I don’t even know if Ryan’s dick is even 6 inches. It just has that perfect bend and perfectly shaped head. Plus, he doesn’t slam it home like he’s nailing railroad ties. David’s huge cock is my current fave simply because it plays perfectly into my cuckold/humiliation kinks. Whenever it’s rearranging my guts, the only thing I’m thinking about is how I’m going to use his super-sized cock to my advantage with my other boy toys. David will have a problem if he ever finds a chick who gets serious with him. The odds are almost certain that she will not be a huge fan of his huge dick. It hurts, and if it hurts me…it’s going to kill the average chick. But I love the visual damage it does to my pussy, turning it into a canyoned-out black hole. I love the mental high I get from not being able to feel the smaller cocks of my other men. It gives me such a stockpile of ammunition to use in my cuckold/humiliation kink I love so much. So, no. I could care less about your dick size as long as you don’t. In fact, I wish I could find a guy with a legit 2-inch dick. I wish I could shrink Scott’s dick to 2 inches. Then my life would be complete. Sexually that is.
Happy Easter for those of you who do the Easter holiday; otherwise, happy Sunday! Here are a few pics to get the day started!
2024-03-31 14:14:30 +0000 UTC View PostA little anal creampie is never a bad thing if you are asking me. Just saying. This is an odd video. It has it all. Butt plugs, dildos, real dicks, vibrators, all kinds of stuff. It took me about an hour to get off today. I couldn't feel his dick, so we did anal. Then I got off. He did pump a nice load in my ass, as you can see, though. The perils of trying to film an actual fuck are many, but we got through this one with the magic of selective trimming of very long clips!
2024-03-30 22:03:07 +0000 UTC View Post
It was a weird night last night. So did Scott. I asked him to, and I convinced David it would be fun. It was—for me. It was a perfect night for me, but I can tell I may have pushed David too far. Scott’s fine. He’s used to it by now. I shouldn’t have let my pussy push me into pushing David into something he was uncomfortable with. But I did. Long story short, I ended up smacking Scott in the face with David’s dick and then had David watch as Scott licked his sperm out of my pussy. I could sense neither of the two was really into it, but I didn’t stop, and I was pretty insistent on what I wanted. See how it plays out. My guess is David will think about it, and it won’t be long before he wants more. It tends to work out that way. Scott, well, I smacked his balls this morning, and his dick got hard as a rock. Give it some time and see how David reacts.
Someone asked me how I switched from shooting porn to the pro-ho industry, and after 21 amazingly wonderful years, I am now 3 plus years and 100% retired. So, it’s pointless to ask. I am very happy being a homebody. Back to the question. How did I switch? I didn’t. I went in reverse. I was doing the pro-ho thing long before I shot my first porn. How did I get into the hot ho biz? Sounds stupid, but I watched a show on HBO called “The Cathouse.” In a long story short, I was so fascinated by it, and my box was so ready to try it that I did it. From the very first guy I was hooked, literally. I always had so much more fun in the pro-ho game than I ever did shooting porn. The only complaint I ever had was the traveling. Fast forward 21 years later, and Covid hits. People became massive “me-me-me” assholes, and any travel became unbearable from the airports and hotels to the RV parks. To this day, the thought of having to step foot in an airport gives me an uneasy feeling. Not fear of flying, but just having to deal with the people. Truthfully, if I never saw the inside of another airport or airplane again, it would be too soon. So, here I sit, typing stories out mostly for myself and smiling about all the good times I had over those 21 years. I have said this a million times. Don’t believe what you see on TV as to how the game really works. I never really had a bad day. I certainly can’t say that about shooting porn for the studios. I can’t even get close.
So, I sucked Tony off in his car, and just as we passed Hog Heaven, he pumped his BBQ sauce into my belly. Testicle BBQ sauce, that is. Seemed fitting. He was quick yesterday. My guess would be no more than two minutes, and I was drinking his sperm. That was kind of a bummer. I love giving roadhead. I had him drop me off a few minutes later and sent him on his way. Both of us got what we wanted, so there was no point in dilly-dallying around. I needed to get ready for David.
Scott came home while I was getting ready, so I had him shave my pussy and ass. While he was doing it, I reminded him he was getting me ready for my date with a man that he could never even dream of comparing to sexually. He got upset, but he also had a hard dick I could clearly see as he was wearing only his underwear. On top of that, he had a wet spot. He can lie to me, but his dick betrays him. I told him I would need him out of the house for the night because I was going to be bringing David home. Again, protests and complaints, so I flicked his erection quite hard and told him not to beat off and that I would see him tomorrow. It’s quite a turn-on to send your husband away for a day so one can get her pussy fucked into oblivion by a better man. At least, it is for me. Even the mass anxiety I cause my husband makes my pussy wet. I wish I knew exactly how he felt. Probably best I don’t because I would only do what I could to make it worse. Why? Because it makes the sex I’m about to have with another man that much better, regardless of dick size. It’s selfish, but I’m also pretty convinced that Scott is living his best sexual life at the moment…humiliation and all. But that’s a guess. He wouldn’t tell me otherwise. Still, I’m pretty sure. I’m going to let Scott get off today. I’ll film it for you to see. It’s his reward for being a good cuck. He is letting me live my best sexual life, and I love him for it. Just not his dick. My heart belongs to other men when it cums to dick. It’s a personal flaw of mine that I absolutely adore about myself.
I’ll get to David. He spent the night. It’s been a while since I let a man sleep in my bed with me, but we shall get to that in my next post. There is a reason for that, and I will show you why in a little bit.
When your hole is still gaped 4 days later...he has a huge dick. He's going to re-size it all over again today. I'm not sure he isn't permanently re-arranging my insides. I have never stayed this wide open for such a long time, and I'm about to do it again. I have a funny feeling if I keep this up, he will ruin my pussy for all men who follow. What a wonderful thought. Life is perfect!
2024-03-28 15:35:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I tried to fuck today, but these guys are just too small for the time being. I need a week or so to let things shrink back to normal. Good luck getting me to keep Davids's monster out of my cunt for a week. I could barely feel Scott last night. Today was silly. It actually made me feel silly like I was a pro playing in the junior leagues. I could have gotten off but neither of these guys wants to hear “Is it in yet?” while they are pumping away. With Scott, I can tell him whatever cums to mind, and that makes me cum even if I can’t feel his dick. So, my first guy got off in my mouth, and then for his second one, he pumped a load of sperm into my hand, and I ate that anyway, so it might as well have been in my mouth as well the second time around. Ryan, he got off in my guts via my asshole. I could feel that! Tomorrow, I’m only going to blow Tony. I’m going to have him drive me around A1A and let me feed on his cock while we drive. I enjoy car fucking. I absolutely love car-sucking. So that should be fun. David is on for tomorrow night. We are going to the Outback. Not a huge fan of it, but I’m good with it. Kind of a hard place to pull his dick out, so that probably won’t happen. I doubt he would let me, to be honest. He’s still figuring this whole fuck buddy thing out. I want to get a solid half-day of just him letting me do whatever I want with his dick. I think it would expand his sexual horizons. I honestly don’t think he knows what a treasure he has between his legs. I think he thinks it’s big, but not that big. It’s big. Huge is a better descriptor. I’ll help him figure it out. I’ll let you know tomorrow how things go.
Do I have a college degree? Yes. I am or, more accurately was a Registered Respiratory Therapist. I haven’t been in that field in 20-plus years now. Porn of any sort was so much better as a career. The pay was about the same or less in porn. Just a much better job. Or at least it was for me. On that note. I stopped by a chick's house, and her weird son was home. He lives with her…again. He's the gift that keeps on giving, I guess. The goofy ding-dong is complaining and bitching about having 3 degrees and can’t find work. Well, he can find work, but it’s all beneath him. Apparently, he thinks he should be running the show in two weeks or less. His rationale is that he has 3 degrees and all that happy stuff. All framed. Yep, he has three very nicely framed degrees in fields I know nothing about and frankly didn't know they existed. All of them vary off on Sociology. It doesn't shock me he is out of work. Meanwhile, the guy framing his degrees is making bank. Funny how that works these days.
Here is a quick video of how my clit and pussy look a day after an almost 10-inch fat cock did its damage. I like the way it looks. I think my clit looks wonderful, and my pussy is still wet as fuck.
Back to last night and Scott. His dick didn’t fit. Not even a little bit. I slipped Scott’s dick inside of me when he got here, and it was like I put a pencil-thin one-inch dildo in my pussy. I mentioned to Scott that his dick didn’t get near the places that David could touch inside of me. Not even close. And then I came. Just like that. 30 seconds or less, and I’m blowing girl cum all over Scott’s now vastly undersized cock. The thought of being resized and ruined for my husband by another man was too much for me. He has literally reshaped my pussy and made it impossible for Scott ever to be able to reclaim my pussy as his. Then I had him pull his dick out, and it looked so much bigger than what it felt. Not near the size of David’s schlong, but you all have seen Scott’s cock. It’s not small by any means. Try telling my pussy that after David breeds it. My hole is so wide it you can see inside of me, and he leaves my clit massive. They both stay that way for days afterward. I wish it would be permanent. My clit is still hard as a rock, and now it stands up like a dick. It rubs on anything I wear, and that makes me want to fuck. So much so that I am letting my clit make questionable decisions for me. I understand the phrase “thinking with your dick” very well now.
I have another two dick dates today. I want to cancel them both. My clit thinks otherwise. The rest of my body is like, “You can’t be serious!” One this morning with my old friend and then Ryan later today. I will probably compromise. Handjobs, blow jobs, and anal with Ryan. It’s good to have extra cock holes in addition to my pussy for just such an occasion as this.
Before anyone tells me I have a sex addiction problem, again, I hope like hell I do. Being that I don’t drink or do any drugs whatsoever, I’d rather be sucking sperm out of dicks than popping pills. I admit I am motivated by dick. I think about it morning, noon, and night. If I don’t get it, I don’t get it. It doesn’t ruin my day. I do something else. So I will admit that yes, I am mentally addicted to sex. Physically, not even a little bit. No withdrawals, and even if I did need a fix…I can take care of that myself no pharmaceutical required. Plus, even if I had a date scheduled with David or Ryan, if a friend called and were in need of help, I would cancel either guy, no questions asked. I’m not talking about help moving a table or something like that. I’d get myself resized first, then queef while I moved the table afterward. But if they need someone to watch their kids or something like that…dick must wait. So no, I don’t think I have a problem at all. Just a very serious hobby that involves hard cocks.
I have a busy dick schedule all the way through Friday. I have Rob tomorrow, who I wish was today. I have Tony on Friday, and then I might go out to dinner with David. I don’t know if I’ll make it, though. This has been probably the most used my holes have been in a week…ever. It’s Wednesday, and I admit it. I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep the schedule. I’ll let you know.
Two-dick Tuesday is upon me. Or in me would be a better way of putting it. I started with a friend who I don’t narrate on and then moved on to David, who turned me into a mushed-up sperm sponge. I swear his dick is impossibly large, but I can’t stop myself from shoving every last fat inch of it in me. Does it hurt? Yes, it hurts, but it also feels amazing when that fat head reaches places inside of me that nobody else can. This might weird you out a little bit. When David’s dick is balls deep inside of me, I feel like I ate too much. I literally feel full, as if I just ate then when he slides it out a bit, right back to normal. His dick must move enough things around inside of me just enough to get to my stomach and make me feel that way. Don’t get me wrong, I love the feeling so much, so I accidentally told him I loved him right before I came so hard it was almost lights out. And I did love him…or at least love what he can do to my body with his dick, but after I get a few senses back in my head…I don’t love him. I love the dick attached to his wonderfully chubby body. He really looks good chubby. I don’t know how, but it works. The only complaint I have is his belly may be stopping him from getting all the way in. I don’t know for sure, but it feels like it. Anyway, he’s slipping plenty of cock in my guts, belly or no belly, so no complaints here. Today he pumped his load in my guts after I came, and when he pulled out, he left my pussy looking like a tunnel. I think I may have made him a bit uneasy because I asked him to pull a mirror over so I could see my pussy. I could see it in his face. That “Is she serious?” look. I don’t care. I just wanted to see what my pussy looked like. He pulled the mirror over, and it looked like a train tunnel. I could see his sperm pooled deep up inside of me it was that stretched. I asked him to take a picture, but he hesitated. I felt like his post cum mood had switched from fuck mode to sane mode, and he’s starting to figure out I’m a bit of a perv/sex addict. So I told him to forget it. The second I stood up, all his jizz poured out. It had to. My pussy was wide open, and it’s not going to hold a thing. It’s still canyoned out. I have a little black hole that won’t close for a day or two. It’s going to get worse because I’m going to have Scott put his dick in me. I am dying to know what it feels like, if I will even feel his dick at all. I also want to know what it’s like for Scott as well. I hope it’s humiliating to stick his dick inside his wife, knowing a superior penis owns my pussy and has ruined it for him. I’ll let you know how that goes.
Quick note, just before I was going to post this, David texted and asked if he could call. I said, of course; he doesn’t have to ask. He said he was sorry about not taking the picture. He said I’m extremely diffferent from the other two women, one of which he paid for, and sometimes I intimidate him with my requests. He said he hoped he would be able to see me again. Uhmm…yes! With a dick like that, he can do all kinds of weird shit, and I’ll see him again. I’m glad he called. I was worried I might be a bit much for him.
Sometimes, when I’m cumming, my brain turns off. Dick can do that to me. It hits me deep just right, flips the brain switch off, and boom, instant cock tard. Weird faces, weird noises, all stuff I can’t help because I’m cock stupid. It’s how sex really works. You should see some of the faces some of you guys make when I’m sucking the sperm out of your balls. That’s right. I can turn your brain off just as easily as you can turn my mine off. I can transform you into a blubbering imbecile begging to lick my asshole. Actually, it’s my goal to do just that. But, as I said, I end up being the fuck tard just as often as the guys do. And I enjoy it immensely. You know you did things right if you fucked me stupid.
Two things in this video. First, this is what actual sex looks like with me. It’s as real as it gets, and the orgasm I had was not faked in any way, shape, or form. Second, this should dispel any idea that I only fuck guys under 35 with Adonis bodies. Nobody has time for those people, and they tend to be one-and-done fucks for several reasons. First, they are only interested in their self-pleasure. They tend to think that just their presence alone is all the satisfaction they need to provide. Secondly, because of the first thing, they suck at fucking. Which may be what is wrong with male pornstars. I’m just saying. I view sex as a mutual adventure to see who can make the other one cum harder than they do themselves. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose, but almost always, both of us walk away happy, ready to battle again. I do like fucking guys who are 18 to 25. Why? Not because they are any good at fucking, but because I like the mental movie I get running through my mind of letting a guy of that age pump me from behind. I’m giving some 18 yr old control of my pussy by sticking my ass in the air and begging him to stick his dick in my guts. I do like the way that sounds. Sure, the sex is good. Why? Not because they are good at sex. They aren’t. But just the thought of the age difference makes me wet as fuck. But, you 18 to 25 yr olds are hard to hang around with, and the training and porn deprogramming gets to be a bit much. So, what is my perfect age for all-around fuck buddies? I don’t know. I can get into fuck mode pretty quickly with guys of any age who just end up being fun to be around. My best luck has been with guys around 40 to 65. But I’ll take a tasty 18-year-old just as fast simply because it’s a big turn-on…even if I know the sex won’t be all that. I think I get my pleasure from showing them what I can do to their dicks with my body. I’ll quit now. Catch you all in a bit.
