Been a while, but I got a belly full of Tony’s jizz this afternoon. I can still taste the sperm as I write this out. Eating a man's sperm is a never-ending thrill for me. After the gallons of it, I must have ingested, you think it would be just another day at the office. It’s not. I get so worked up knowing I’m going to be swallowing cum fresh from the ball sack of a man pumping it through his dick into my throat and feeding me a part of his body. I own a piece of every man that has let me feed from the head of his penis. Just writing that down gives me an electric sensation. It makes me want to feed again. Anyway, Tony was fun today. I enjoyed sucking his dick for him. I wish he would ask more often. I told him that. I really did.
Long day at the doc office, and nothing good to look at. No hot chicks, no hot dudes, so while I waited for what seemed to be forever, I browsed porn and found out real quick it’s always wise to turn the volume down before you hit play.
I'm sexting with a guy I will probably never meet, but it’s fun. I enjoy it. It beats looking at TikTok or any of the other apps. Found him on Hinge. Has a good dick, but I’m not sure about him. I am not a fan of dating apps, so they always have some built-in negativity points for the guys I do match with.
My pussy is still stretched from David. His dick is just too big and fat not to permanently change the dimensions of my pussy. He has resized my body with his cock. It is that big. He’s so goofy I don’t even think he knows that, much less how big his dick really is. Look, I’m not complaining. I relish the thought of being permanently altered, so I’m useless for smaller dicks. It’s a massive fantasy of mine. So much so that I had a dream the other night. I was laughing at Rob because his dick was too small to feel. He was so upset his dick went soft, and I made him watch me masturbate. As it was a dream, my subconscious brought this gem into play…his entire office staff watched me humiliate him. I have no control over dreams. They just happen. I’m not saying I don’t masturbate thinking about them…I do. Anyway, I’m rambling so I’ll cut it short! Catch you in a bit.
David came over and turned my pussy into an oversized dick-sleeve. It was awesome. 2 hours later, my pussy still looks like this…as in the pics I posted with this narrative. What an orgasm I had. Turned my brain off and left me retarded for about an hour. He could have slapped me around with his massive dick, and I would have begged for more I was that fucked stupid. I still want more. It’s weird. I’m exhausted, sore from being widened out that much, and I still crave his dick to be moving things around in my guts to make room for the fat head of his cock. Best breeding session I have had since Connor left. Probably as good or better than Connor as much as I hate to say it. Not near as much sperm left inside of me but the cum his dick gave me from pushing my stomach around from the inside with his cock was unbelievable. The body is an amazing machine. The amount of pleasure it can produce from sex is unreal. Makes me wonder why anyone wouldn’t want to fuck…a lot. Makes me wonder why anyone would want to do drugs when they can just slip a cock in their guts.
Someone sent me the odded of butt plugs. I thought it was stupid. It looks like a neon color candy cane and is six inches long. Super soft and flexible. But 6 inches long? What a dumb fucking idea that is. Until you try it. Now I love the damn thing. I’m wearing it right now. I should have had it in when David was turning my pussy into a black hole. At first, because it's so long, it’s odd feeling it move around in your guts but then my clit gets hard as a rock and stays that way. Worth the price of admission just for that. When I walk, it is the most different of sensations having a squirming butt plug moving around inside my colon. As I said, it keeps my clit hard and my pussy wet. I find myself pushing on it through my shorts to get it in me just a bit further. Now I’m wondering if they make it in an 8-inch size. I need to get fucked so I know what this anal plug feels like with a dick in my pussy. So hats off to you JessJ…amazing find and an amazing gift. I’ll get you a video of it and post some pics on here as well!
If I have to suffer through another TV app that is celebrating one culture/sexual identity day/week/month, I’m going to lose my mind. Can we please go back to making wildly offensive movies, you know, the kind that offend and spare no feelings for any living person that is actually watchable? If I want to get a message from a video it will be from a dude texting me clips of his dick pumping jizz. Not from some stupid movie director trying to tell me how I should think and feel about life in general. Before you get all offended and label me whatever…just by the nature of my job I get more shit than just about anyone. I have been called and labeled with just about every possible negative connotation you can imagine. If the insults aren’t silly and boring, I get a good laugh. I have had my bank accounts canceled and have been denied loans and housing, and the most laughable thing was I was audited and accused of being a drug dealer because they couldn’t fathom I was honest about my source of income. In the end, my never faltering “Go fuck yourself” attitude persisted and prevailed over all who disapproved of my lifestyle and generally me as a person. Sure, I admit my adversaries were self-inflicted by my chosen career, but in the end, it’s all the same story. I am not the one to be blamed for any problems anyone may have had in life. So for fucks sake end the woke Hollywood disasters.
I was looking for an anal creampie video in hopes of finding a huge dripping load sliding out of a super tight chick's ass. I didn’t find it. I’ll get to that in a bit. First, I didn’t get laid today, even though I tried. It happens. So I ran into a video where the chick was smoking hot, but she kept saying “ow.” I can’t rub one out to a chick saying ow the entire time. She was in obvious pain. Mostly because some dude with a big dick was jackhammering her ass because the idiot who paid him to do it told him to do his best to destroy her because that’s what he thinks his customers want to see. Neither here nor there. It made me think, what even made me want to try anal? I know exactly what it was, and it wasn’t actually the dick in the ass that made me want to do it. It was the fact that I could get two live cocks in me at the same time. 2 dicks…in my guts…filling my holes with sperm. That was what got me into anal. The first time I saw it was in a magazine my dad had. I don’t even think there were many videos out of anal, much less DP. I didn’t have a dildo back then. To get one, you would have to order it from a magazine or actually go to a sex store and buy one, and neither of those two was an option at that age. So, a hairbrush handle had to do. When I figured that one out, I set out to get a guy to put his cock in my ass. Easier said than done back then. I went through 3 or 4 guys before one finally did, and he came the second his dick head popped in my ass. My first anal creampie. I scooted over to a mirror to see what it looked like, and that weirded the guy out, and I never saw him again. It took me all the way till I was 19, and I thought if I took it in the ass, I wouldn’t be cheating on my fiance. I was his first anal hole that his dick had the pleasure of breeding, but he did a great job, and I came so hard that anal was no longer just a fascination but an obsession. I let him pump my asshole full of cum probably 2 dozen times before I got married and moved away. I did get my new husband to fuck me in the ass, but it was never his favorite thing. He was into blowjobs and me swallowing his sperm. Which I liked, but I also wanted to feel sperm splashing around the inside of my colon from time to time as well. Anyway, I’m getting chatty. It was several years after that that I had my first DP. It sucked. The guy in my ass kept pounding me even after I told him to stop. He hurt me so bad I had to stop the whole thing. I had words with him, and he kept telling me, “That’s how they do it in porn.” You can’t fix stupid, so I just let it go and chalked that fuck up to a loss. I tried several more DP’s, and though I did get off in a few of them, they were difficult and awkward, and guys would weird out if their junk touched. One of my biggest successes turned into an even bigger failure when the DP almost ended in a fight when I was getting ass fucked from behind with another guy under me slipping his dick in and out of my pussy. The guy in my ass came, his jizz leaked all over the guy below me, and he freaked out, acted like a jackass, accused the guy of doing it on purpose, and said he was trying to turn him gay. I was seriously going to have an epic cum because it was going so well, but that ended that. I have had some other DPs along the way, but lately, I am more into straight anal. I am working on taking the biggest of dicks right now. I have been getting epic orgasms from David’s log in my ass, but I won’t lie; it’s still uncomfortable, at the very least. It takes 10 to 15 minutes to get all ten inches in my guts, but I can do it. But he lets me take my time and doesn’t get out of control of me. Usually, when I feel his cock start twitching and having spams right before he pumps sperm deep in my colon is when I start down that long 1-minute orgasm trail. It’s, without a doubt, worth the effort. If I’m being honest, the best part about being anally resized by David is the feeling of being anally resized. It's the anal gift that keeps on giving…mentally that is. It just makes me feel sexy that my asshole is now as big as my pussy. I think about it a lot, and when I can’t get dick, I look for anal creampie porn and fuck if I don’t run into a chick screaming, “Ow!” Talk about a mood killer.
Been messing around on Hinge lately. I found a pretty good-looking 30-something-year-old, and by all accounts, from the pic he sent me, his dick is prime meat for my pussy. Though I say this with caution because I have gotten fake pics before. So, fingers crossed. Let you know how that goes.
I require a new cock to slip inside me on the regular, which is why I am on Hinge. I am sadly going to have to dump one of my regulars. I will say aggressive behavior issues and leave it at that. It didn’t let it get to the level of anything serious happening, but once that line is crossed, it will continue being crossed further each time. So the first time is the last time with me. Always has been and always will. Though honestly, this is only the 2nd time in all my years I have had to eject a guy from my life for revealing what a ding dong he really is. That’s a lot of years and a lot of guys…so if that’s going to be my dud percentage…I’m batting a thousand! I suspect guys have a much greater chance of running into a chick who is batshit crazy than I do of finding the same in a guy. Anyway, enough about this.
Back to Hinge. No, back to Tinder. A few years ago, I made a few get-togethers with a guy I found on there. He sent me lots of pics. He was good looking, I give him that. His pics showed him with a huge dick. The first time we met, we didn’t fuck. Then we met a second time and did fuck. His face and body matched his pics, so imagine my surprise when he popped out a 3 or 4-inch hard dick. Now I still would have met and fucked him even if he had shown me accurate dick pics. But I was fully expecting a nice inch piece of cock perfection. I didn’t get that. But he was good-looking, and I wanted a cock in my guts, so we fucked. But he broke out the condoms, which didn’t fit as he had magnums for whatever reason, and then after about 20 seconds, he filled his oversized cock balloon up with his jizz. And that was it. He wanted to go get something to eat. I wanted to cum. Neither of us got what we wanted. When I confronted him with the pics he sent me that didn’t match the pint-sized dick that he showed up with, he showed me the app on his phone that made his dick bigger. He said everyone was using it; it was no “big” deal. It was a big deal to me. As I said, I would have fucked him either way, but the deception just killed it for me. So his tiny dick never touched the inside of my body again. We never even saw each other again. So now, I require a video that clearly shows your face, body, and hard cock before we find ourselves on a night out. I’m sure someone can manipulate that, but I doubt most people have the know-how or time to figure it out, so I feel pretty safe with my cock verification technique.
Ever give a girl a handjob? This is how it's done.
I saw a guy in, of all places, The Pottery Barn. He just caught my eye, and all I could think about was feeling his balls get squishy in my hands as his dick poured sperm down my throat. He smiled at me, and I’m serious when I say this. My mouth watered. Then his beautiful girlfriend walked up with a mirror, and that was that. No chance of drinking his sperm while he sits on my Jeep seat with the door open and his cock in my mouth. I’m not sure if that’s a normal thought response to seeing an attractive person. I’m not bothered by it. I’m happy that’s the way my head is wired.
I bought an anal trainer. Not for you guys. Not to show you how much stuff I can shove up my ass. But to make my ass readily accessible to David's huge dick. It’s an obsession of mine. I feel like if I can my ass to get past the shock of the size of his dick, the orgasm I would have would be epic. More like monumental. I need that kind of anal orgasm. Just thought I’d share that with you.
Here's a shit ton of pics. No filters or silly crap. Moving on. Ask a guy to put his dick in your guts, and it weirds them out. I literally asked a guy a few years ago just like this. “Would you want to slip your dick in my guts?” not only did it make his face turn red, he got very angry, said some eye-opening things, and then walked away. He said a “real woman” wouldn’t ask a man for sex, and a “real woman” wouldn’t use that kind of language. I asked him what “kind of language” he was talking about and why wouldn’t a “real woman” not ask for sex if she wanted a dick inside of her? The answer was, as I said, “eye-opening,” to say the least. Apparently, according to him, “real women” don’t have sex. They make love and send tasteful hints when they want t a man to take the initiative in the “love-making” process. Using language like “slip a dick in my guts” isn’t something men want to hear. I did not know that. Good thing because I’m pretty sure he’s 100% wrong. I don’t think a woman has to be a feminist to want to have a dick slid inside of her. If I had a dick, I’d want to slip it inside everyone. I don’t. I have a pussy, so, therefore,, my option is to have my holes filled with cock, and it just so happens; I like being filled with cock and cum. I find it incredible that some guys still, to this day, think sex is just for men. As if I never have an orgasm. I am simply a numb hole for guys to use. That would suck beyond measure if it were true. However, after fingering myself off last night in front of Scott…I can assure you I can cum as hard or harder than anyone else on the planet. And since I know everyone on this page knows what it’s like to cum…then you know why I make it my mission to keep on having orgasms. Having a cock inside me intensifies that orgasm to infinite levels of personal sexual pleasure. So, of course, I want a dick in my guts just like you want to put your dick in my guts. So there. We're even. Hopefully, some of that made sense.
I am in a sharing mood, so this will be a long post. You have been warned.
My ex keeps texting. I wish he would stop. I fucked him just because I felt like having a dick inside of me. No other reason. It may have worked out for him and his dick, but it didn’t work out for me and my pussy, so I have no interest in fucking him again. Old habits die hard, I guess. My fault, though. I persuaded him to put his dick inside and then proceeded to work it until he emptied his sperm in my hole, so much for being faithful to his second wife of 21 years.
The difference between fucking my ex and fucking Rob. Well, Rob’s cock is 4 inches longer and much fatter, but beyond that…it’s just better fucking Rob. And…I didn’t even fuck him. I just sucked the sperm from his balls, patted his dick on the head, and tucked him, him being Rob’s dick, back away in Rob’s pants, saying goodbye to an appendage that I have feelings for till I get to spend more time with it hopefully sooner rather than later. If all I did was suck Rob’s dick, you might be wondering how I got my sexual satisfaction. I masturbated in front of Scott while I replayed, having Rob’s cock in my mouth. The orgasm was stupendous. Long, aggressively intense, and very satisfying. Sure, I could have rubbed one out after letting my ex stick his cock in me, but the thrill wasn’t there. Nothing good stood out. He was just a dry fuck. Oddly enough, I remember sex with my ex to be fairly good, but that was a very long time ago. Maybe back then, my expectations of sexual performance were much lower. These days I hate wasting a fuck on bad sex.
Difference between men who are polite, self-aware, and considerate of others and those who are not. I ran into two different men who recognized me from my online stuff. The first waited to approach me after I left Publix and asked if I was Brooke. I confirmed it for him, and he said it was wonderful to finally see me in person, along with a few other things. I thanked him, engaged in about a minute or so of small talk, and we both went away with smiles. The second guy approached me in Publix while I was with someone who obviously had nothing to do with my online or porn career, which is not something one with any decorum would ever do. Not only that, he had his 3 kids with him. He said wildly inappropriate things in front of his kids, who looked thoroughly confused, tried to set up a date, and basically made me irritated and uncomfortable with the entire situation. He got a distasteful look and said fast goodbye in a way that conveyed, “I never want to see you again.”
Look, I am always happy to say hi if I’m approached reasonably. It is probably not a good idea when I'm with someone, as my response won’t be nearly as welcoming if I am alone. Unless I’m in an obvious adult-only situation, then, by all means, feel free to join the gang. That doesn’t mean the first words I want to hear are “I want to eat your pussy.” You would be shocked how often that or something like that is the first thing I hear from people I have never met. I go by the rule when you are with someone new never say anything you wouldn’t say to your mother if she were present. I actually had a guy who followed me home, knocked on my door, and when I answered, he said, “I want to eat your pussy.” The door closed and locked, and Scott was called but was long gone before he arrived. I still have that Ring video saved in case he ever returns. That is when I cut all my hair off, went full GI Jane, and went 100 percent wigs when I’m online. Why? So people wouldn’t know who I am unless I have a hair hat on, and it was and still is wildly successful. I like to be noticed, though, and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t. It makes me feel good. The idiots are few enough that I don’t worry much about them.
I accidentally fell on my ex-husband's dick yesterday and triggered his balls to pump cum in my guts. Why did I fuck him? Because he was there. He’s certainly no prize to look at anymore. He looks older than his age and is married to a fat lady. She was hot when he married her. Now, she is wider than she is tall. We have to keep in touch for family reasons, so I figured, why not let his dick touch my insides for old times sake. Plus, I turned him into the very person he hates…me. His dick has now slipped inside of another woman for the first time in over 20-plus years since he married his current wife. He used my pussy for his sexual pleasure and left his sperm in my body for me to keep forever. I bet his wife would be thrilled to hear that. I have turned him into the person he hates the most in life…again…that would be me. Which, so you know, makes me very happy. I have listened to him bitch over the years about how I was an unfaithful whore who gave up everything for more sex. Now, he’s the unfaithful whore along with me. Even better, I have shrunk him down to the whiny little baby he truly is. He knows now he will forever be the little whiny baby I have always thought him to be. Pussy is that powerful. Truth be told, I didn’t give up on him. I didn’t want him to be the only guy in life that put his dick inside of me. Yes, I fucked all of his friends in the back of an RV while he was driving it once. Yes, I got caught with his best friend fucking in a restroom at my ex’s favorite restaurant where everyone knew him. Yes, I refused to stop fucking any of them. But I always came home, and I always wanted to fuck him. Even more than I wanted to fuck my fuck buddies. Every time I fucked another guy, I wanted my ex to put his dick in my guts 3 times daily for a month. It’s a kink of mine. A very persistent kink that has grown into a massive cuckold addiction. He could have ridden that wild sex ride his entire life if his perceived alpha male ego could have learned by allowing me to have the cock of my choosing…he is the alpha male. Instead, he is now the beta bitch that I mercy fucked for fun and sent him back to his wife. Did I cum? Not even close. He has lost his sexual skills somewhere in the past 25 years. His dick is 7 inches, but it was a boring fuck. At least it was for me. The best part of the fuck was after he pumped his cum in my guts, I fingered some of his jizz out of my pussy and licked them clean while staring at him. Then I asked him if he was going to tell his wife we fucked. He said, “Fuck you.” That made me laugh, and I said, “You just did!” That’s when the shrinking began. The conversion from an angry alpha man to a whiny little helpless baby with a pathetic cock was complete and permanent. Do I regret fucking him? Not in the least. Will I fuck him again? Most likely, no. There was zero sexual thrill in the entire fuck until I licked the sperm off my fingers while he watched. That was the only thing that made my clit get fat. Plus, I admit it, turning him into a whiny little bitch baby makes my pussy swampy. So maybe I would fuck him again just to see how small I can really make him. I know he will be thinking about my pussy for the rest of his life, and what once belonged to him was taken by other men with superior cocks, and he will never be able to reclaim me in his now permanent tiny troll state. Fuck, that turns me on!
Some of you will be wondering why I cheat or step out sexually on basically everyone because I want to. There is nothing more in life that I love more than to find new people, remove their sperm, and place it inside of myself in one hole or the other. Why is that? I don’t know. I do. I think about it every day. Is it an addiction? Probably, but who cares? Is it mean? Disloyal? No. I fully warn anyone I’m with that I won’t be faithful, monogamous, or whatever you want to call it. It’s written in stone that I will take another man's cock in my holes, no if, and, or but’s about it. Unless you are using me as a one-night cum bucket… then who cares. I used you as a sperm donor. All is good in the universe. I’ll never see you again anyway, but your seed will become a permanent part of me that I will own and remember forever. So, no, I don’t feel bad for my current husband Scott, or my boyfriends, or anyone else who is pumping cum into me. They knew up front. Fucking other men is part of who I am and exactly who I want to be. Hopefully forever.
I spent the night with David last night. He woke me up, stuck his log of a penis in my guts and pumped my well-used and thoroughly obliterated pussy full of sperm, and said, “Happy Mother's Day.” I admit that he did his best to make me a mother again by trying to pump another kid in me. I don’t know why thinking about having a kid bred into me makes me so hot and bothered. Nature, I guess. Who cares? It turns me on, and it makes me want to fuck more, so it’s all good, no matter what anyone thinks. The end result was an amazing orgasm, a wide open pussy that was drooling Davids jizz out of my insides, and basically just an amazing start to the day. When I got home, Scott wished me a happy Mother's Day and asked if I had a good night with David. I told him it was the best sex I have had with David to date. Scott wanted to fuck after hearing that. Actually, he wanted to fuck before I even walked through the door. But I’m sore, thoroughly fucked out, and his dick isn’t going to do a damn thing for me in the destroyed state my pussy is in. So I told him he could look at my stretched-out holes and jerk off. He did just that. I let him cum on my mound, and when he tried to get a towel to clean up his ball snot, I stopped him and reminded him there was only one way to clean up his messes. So he slurped his sperm off of my mound and gagged a bit here and there, but basically, we both had a great start to the day.
My insides hurt this morning. Mostly because I got silly and somehow managed to get all 10 fat inches of David’s dick in my asshole. It was wildly uncomfortable, but when he came and pumped his hot cum deep into my colon, it set my own orgasm off. It was my best cum of the night. Still, slipping his stupid big dick into my ass is not something I’ll be doing on the regular. I don’t know. After I said that, I started thinking maybe I should do it more just to get my ass trained for his dick. But sitting here with a throbbing asshole kind of makes me want to save that for special occasions. See what happens. I rubbed one out already this morning, thinking about his cock ruining my dirt chute. I’m still thinking about it. Probably because I can feel the ass fucking in my guts as we speak.
David did leave 2 loads of his sperm in my pussy yesterday, plus a 3rd this morning, but I did spend all day with him. I wish he would pay attention to his eating habits. Not because he’s overweight, which he is, but because his weight and lack of any exercise means he gets winded easily. I fear he will have health problems soon. Plus, for a guy with such a big dick, if he lost some of his belly, his dick would look that much more enormous. It doesn’t matter though. He’s a great guy with an amazing dick, and if it weren’t for the lack of stamina, I wouldn’t even notice his weight. Certainly not a deal killer. I want him and his dick to be around as long as possible.
Just a little video for all of you on this Sunday morning. Of course my version of edited, by cutting my head off, no hair or makeup today 😉 Anyway, hope you're enjoying your weekend and catch you all later 💋
Just sitting out here contemplating what I am going to do today and thought, why not start off with some selfies, I do love showing my goodies off 😜 Anyway, have a good one and catch you all later 💋
I have been resized to epic proportions. My pussy is a gaped mess drooling sperm every time I stand up. It’s been almost a month. I forgot the magically exquisite damage David’s cock does to my body. I don’t just say this for effect, but I say it because it’s true. His dick rearranges things inside of me. That is his cocks only purpose in life. To widen me out till I'm no longer able to feel another man's cock in me. That's all it's good for. I can’t suck other than about half of the head. It’s too fat. It takes two hands to jerk it off. Ass fucking is a chore with him though I am determined to sink his log balls deep in my colon. I have to know whether that feels like for better or for worse. I am hoping for the better, but I fear I will have to go through some of the worse as the head of his dick winds through my colon. Still, I have to know. I have no choice in it. It’s no longer just a mission in life; it has become a crusade. Connor called while David’s dick was buried somewhere deep in my guts, pushing up against my stomach. I broke my promise to Connor that I wouldn’t fuck anyone else in less than 4 hours. I don’t know what he really expected, but I think if he were to see David’s dick, he would understand why I have to have it in me. David made me cum. As hard or harder than Connor did and that’s saying something. Once again, I was turned into a blabbering dicktard after a full minute of a devastatingly hard orgasm. The only differnce is David is nicer about it. Connor laughs at me and then sticks his dick in any hole he chooses because he knows he fucked me brain dead, and there is no way to stop him, and I wouldn’t even if I could. David pauses and asks if I’m okay. I managed to nod my head yes, and when he asked if I could continue, he got another nod yes along with a grunt. When David unloaded his testicles in my pussy all I could think of was I want to feel this in my ass. David had a request after he came. He asked me to kiss the head of his dick and suck him soft. I was in no mental shape to even consider doing anything otherwise, so I slid over to put my lips on his dick, but he stopped me. He said he wanted to stand up and watch me do it while I was on my knees. Even better. I like being on my knees in front of a guy with a massive cock. It just feels right. So that’s what we did. Except his dick never went soft, not completely anyway, so I offered to slip it in my guts again, but he asked if I could keep kissing his dick and tell it how much I loved it. He was clear that I should talk to his dick as if it were its own being. Something I do on my own anyway, so that was easy. About 5 minutes later, his dick was so fat and stiff I knew he was going to cum. So I made a command decision and stuck a finger in his ass. I was drinking sperm from the tip of his dick almost immediately. Not nearly as much as Connor’s testicles can produce, but for a guy his age and the shape he’s in, he did damn well. It was a mouthful. He was embarrassed about cumming with my finger in his ass. He didn’t want me to think he was gay, which that thought process is stupid in so many ways. I told him I thought anything “butt.” Pun intended. So what, I stuck a finger in your ass, and you came. I didn’t do it for him. I did it for myself. I wanted to see what would happen. Now I know. Next time I’ll sink 2 fingers and send the deep, see what “cums” of that. Shit…I have almost forgotten about Connor. Yesterday, I wanted to run away with him and have his baby. Now, I’m thinking about finger fucking another dude to see how fast I can empty his nuts.
Two people noticed after yesterday's post that I don't have proper word "sensitivity" training, as in I use offensive words. To that, I say buckle up, buttercups, because the ride has just begun. Strap on your big boy panties because we are just getting started. Hop off the train if you can't handle the ride. I'm just saying.
I sent Connor off with a happy dick this morning. I let him fuck my asshole, and then I sucked his cum out of him before his grandparents took him to the airport. He wanted me to promise not to fuck anyone else, that I would wait for him. I did. And then I made a date with David tonight. I don't know what to say. I feel like I owe David some pussy. He has been so patient, and truthfully, his huge dick will be a nice way to round out the week. He's no Connor, that's for sure, but then again, Connor doesn't have a 10-inch dick that's thicker than my forearm. They each have their ups and downs, though I prefer them both up and never down. David will get some reasonably fresh pussy tonight. Connor only licked it this morning. Scott will get nothing. Well, he might get a used pussy to lick clean, but that's about it. Not sure he will be thrilled about that but I will be.
Had a wonderful day emptying Connor’s balls for him. I removed 3 loads of cum from them. Hopefully I’ll get a fourth in tonight. It took from 11 am to just about 30 minutes ago to get his balls to release their last load of sperm from them. I love the way he looks at me when he’s filling my body with his cum. It’s pure joy and satisfaction. I can tell he is taken with me. More so, my ability to do things to his cock no one else has, at least not yet. He’s only 22. Hopefully, he will find someone as dedicated as I am to his sexual satisfaction. I am not into the whole Mommy-son thing. But I am very into Connor in a similar way. I have an obsession with pleasing him and making sure he’s happy and satisfied in all ways, including sexually. Mainly sexually. I bought him shoes today because his were all worn out. Then I sucked his cock in the car on the way home. The guy at the store thought he was my son. I wonder what he would have thought if he knew I was licking Connor’s balls and kissing the head of his dick 5 minutes after leaving the store. I didn’t let him cum in the car. I wanted to feel his cock in my guts, and I wanted to be comfortable when he slipped it in me. We went home, and when we went to my house, I had to ask Scott to leave. He did. He knows his place. He didn’t want Connor’s cum sliding down his throat again, so he left no questions asked. Connor went straight for my ass. He pulled my butt cheeks apart, deep-dived in my ass with his tongue, and licked me from the inside. But I wanted to be bred. I wanted to pretend he was going to pump a baby inside me. I have this desire for Connor to put a kid in my guts. To be knocked up by a 22-year-old with such an incredible cock and set of balls that can pump so much irresistible sperm into my body would be amazing. I would want it to be a son who grows into another perfect Connor with the same amazing sexual abilities to share with some lucky girl. It can’t happen, but a girl can fantasize. I need his dick in my pussy to get the full effect of that fantasy. I got it. He pumped my pussy to perfection and gave me such an incredible orgasm he left me retarded. In my fucked stupid state, he pulled out, fucked my throat, pulled out, and in the missionary position, slipped his dick in my asshole and fucked me to another mind-bending orgasm. Then he pulled out and said something, but I was still brain-dead and just looked at him stupidly, so without asking, he just shoved his dick down my throat, letting me taste my ass on his cock, and pumped a whole load into my stomach while the head of his cock was deep in my throat. It was so deep I had no chance to spill a drop of his sperm. When he pulled his cock out of my throat, he slipped it back in my ass, and we lay there until his dick went soft and slipped out of my asshole. I love this kid. He makes my entire body tingle. I’ll only have the morning with him tomorrow. I wish I had another 10 years with him, even if it was just for sex.
Spent yesterday with Connor again. His cock found its way inside of me twice yesterday. Actually, 3 times, I sucked him off around 10 o'clock last night. I texted him and asked him if he would like a good night kiss on his dick. He snuck out, and 15 minutes later, I was drinking sperm. Tomorrow is my last day with him. I am dreading his departure. I’ll miss him so much. Never thought that could happen with a guy younger than my own sons. I know it’s my pussy talking right now, and I’ll get right back into everyone else once he leaves, but still, it’s sad to see him go along with his magical testicles. As creepy as it sounds, it feels like he is part of my family…except I let him stick his dick in me. I know I’m weird as fuck. Doesn’t matter. It’s all legit, just sexually sketchy. Best week of sex I can ever remember, though.
David keeps sending me pics of his cock. I’m okay with that. I like seeing it. I wish everyone would send me pics of their dicks. Let me rephrase that. I wish everyone would send me videos of their dick pumping jizz out of the cum hole. That’s my real motivation for requesting dick pics. I like seeing pics but videos of cum pouring out win me over. If you send them, you don’t need to ask. Everyone on here has blanket permission to send all the dick videos and pics that they want. I’m not going to discuss your dick for an hour with you, but I am super happy to see them, and if I rub one out looking at one of your cum videos, I’ll let you know. Yes…I sometimes rub one out looking at your cum videos. I imagine your dick is unloading in one of my holes while I do it. The video helps sell the fantasy. Ain't technology great?
Technology isn’t so great. Brain-dead phone zombies are everywhere. Nothing else matters except what's on that phone screen. I am sad to say that, in my opinion, a large part of our youth here in the USA are phone retarded. Incapable of independent thought and ideas and consumed with dancing girls and lip-syncing idiots. Not to mention other phone retards eating crayons for likes and followers. If I’m about to suck your testicles dry of any and all sperm and you look at your phone…that means your phone is more important than I am, so no sperm evacuations for you. True story. I was about to suck a guys cock named Paul, but he kept looking at his phone, so I left him with his phone to see if his phone could suck his dick for him. Technology hasn’t advanced that far, but I’m sure it will one day.
Heading to Sanford to get a few more tiles for the bathroom I screwed up so I thought I'd take some pics before I go! I'll try and get some on the way for you!
I had a good deep anal fuck session with Connor yesterday. Basically, we made love but traded my pussy for my asshole. I had Connors cock balls deep in my guts, and what a wonderful feeling that was. To feel the head of his dick that far up inside of my innards sliding in and out…amazing. It almost came to an abrupt halt, though. Connor's butt fucking etiquette got a bit out of sorts. He got a little over-excited. He started fucking my asshole like it was a pussy immediately after slipping it in. Ouch. Literally…ouch. I stopped him and told him not to move. I worked my asshole on his cock a little at a time while he lay on his side and breathed heavily. It took about 5 minutes before I had his cock bottomed out, balls deep in my asshole. Then I was able to start moving, sliding his cock into my stretched hole. Going from tip of the head of his dick till I felt his pubes mashed into my pussy. When he started kissing the back of my neck, I lost it and had the best orgasm I have had this month, and I have had some seriously good ones. Minutes later, he slipped his dick to the root, held it there, and I felt him pump a gallon of sperm into my guts. Still cum stupid from my first orgasm, I came again. Just as strong as the first one. We laid on the bed with his cum leaking out of my asshole. It was amazing sex. So good I could do it again right now. But, look, I won’t lie. Anal sex can go wrong. It can hurt if time and care aren’t taken, especially when a guy with a six-inch or longer dick goes balls-deep in your colon. When you shoot an anal scene for the pros, you prepare yourself starting the day before. All kinds of stuff no sane person would do that would, without a doubt, turn you right off forever on the thought of getting fucked in the ass. Way too much work and discomfort to prepare for an ass fucking. Seriously, who plans out an ass fucking? I certainly don’t. When the mood hits, the mood hits, and I want to feel a man's cock spreading my sphincter open and slowly slipping in right then and there. The best part is, lately, my asshole can take a bigger dick if done correctly. I’m talking David’s 10-inch dick just short of balls deep. Not only that, it’s clean as a whistle. Why? I don’t know. Is it the butt plugs I have been wearing religiously? Maybe. Whatever it is, I am certainly enjoying my asshole in more ways than one. Especially when they cum in my guts via my butthole. That is just a whole other level of hotness that unless you have experienced it…I just can’t describe the pleasure of receiving a hot load of sperm in the asshole. I’m just glad I get to experience it on the regular lately.
Yes. I had Scott lick my cummy asshole clean last night. It was at Connors's request, though. I would have just let it go. He asked me to text him when Scott finished licking the sperm-coated walls of my asshole. My guess is it gives Connor a boost of power and confidence, knowing he is making another man taste his sperm by licking it from where his cock had recently deposited it. I hope so. I like it when guys get all puffed up and cocky over sex. It keeps my pussy and ass full of jizz. No, I didn’t cum from Scott licking my ass. The phone kept ringing, and the dogs kept barking. Scott didn’t get to jerk off, either. So it was a lose-lose for both of us.
I have really grown fond of butt plugs. I wear them everywhere now. I don’t take a whole lot of pics of them because I like some things to be just for me. But, they have become such an important part of my sex life I figured why not share. You don’t really wear them, do you? You insert them inside of yourself. And I don’t use the standard metal butt plug most of the time. Normally it’s my purple 4-inch butt plug dong. Just a small purple dick that sits in my asshole all day and whenever I go out at night. Whenever I’m out and about and I sit down somewhere, the dong pushes up into my guts, and it feels like I’m being ass fucked in public. More women should do this. Especially women who rarely have sex with their boyfriends or husbands. Every time I sit down…I think about a dick pumping into my ass. That makes my pussy drool, and I’m down to fuck just about 24/7. Probably healthy in its own weird way. Mentally and physically. I like it when I have Scott lick around the rubber ridge that keeps the plug from slipping all the way in. I can cum just from that if I rub my clit at the same time. Just thought I’d tell you that.
I am spending another day with Connor. I want all the time I can get with him. Well, actually, with his beautiful testicles that magically produce so much sperm to fill my holes with. And Connor, as well. I love Connor. If I thought it would work, I’d be his sperm tank for life. The problem is my life will be long over in more ways than one than his will by a long shot. Doesn't matter. I get so excited thinking about giving him my body to use and command as he pleases to satisfy any urge his cock may have. I love the look on his face when he slips his dick into my asshole in the missionary position. He smiles at me when the head pops through the tight ring of my asshole, which gives him free passage to start sliding his cock deeper into my guts via my colon. I think I cum just from the satisfied look on his face. It must be mother nature and the whole nurture thing. I’m good with that. I admit it. I adore making him happy with my body. I adore anything he does because it makes him happy, which makes me ecstatic. To the point I cum for no other reason than to see the look of pure pleasure on his face as he fucks my body in any hole he wishes for the sole purpose of emptying his testicles into my guts one route or the other. Yes, it’s weird to be this into a 22-year-old. But it’s also the best sex of my life, and that means topping David and his 10-inch dick. Which, so you know, has been desperately trying to see me for the last week. David, that is. Connor has taken my holes away from David but Connor will also give it back to him when he’s through with me later this week. Connor has made it clear he doesn’t want me fucking anyone except him. Even when he’s gone. That clearly won’t happen, and I truly don’t suspect he actually thinks it will. He knows cum Saturday, I will be turning my colon into a train tunnel with David’s stupid big dick. I like David. He’s my number 2 now. I created a monster with David. He wants to cuck Scott constantly now. Which you would think I would be into and I am. Just not every time. I think once every 2 or 3 months is good. It reminds Scott of his place in my life with a solid, up-close, and personal look at the superior dick that has taken me away from him. But that is a special treat for me. I don’t want to ruin it by making it a several times-a-week event. I don’t like Scott there anyway. I prefer him to be at home cleaning the house. I use the hardcore cum eating cuck sessions as a tool and to further my own cuck fetish. I don’t want to spoil it by making it a daily occurrence. Don’t get me wrong. I want Scott to live as a cuck 24/7, 365 days a year. I don’t want him with a dick in his mouth on the daily. That would make it predictable and boring. And I believe he would grow weary of it and weary of me with it. I can’t have that happen. I need him just as he is for life.
