I got my cuckold fix in today. This is going to be a bit much for what some of you signed up for. I get it. It isn’t for everyone. So read no further if you have no desire for men to be subjected to extremely severe humiliation in manhood-removing ways. I will no longer sugarcoat anything because I’m too old to care anymore. I like my sex the way I like my sex. Ruining Scott and his manhood is part of that sex life I love so much. It brings great joy to me and others as well. In the end, I think Scott is very happy, though today was a bit more than he was used to. Connor is the new king of the bulls. Connor is adamant we can be together no matter the age difference. We can’t. I would love nothing more than to disappear with Connor and live happily ever after. It isn’t going to happen. It would last 2 weeks at best. But I can pretend. He showed me today how he can be part of my cuckold lifestyle I enjoy so much. Be it, he was the bull, and in his mind, he thinks we can find a cuckold whenever we want. Again, it doesn’t work that way, but I’ll go along with it because it’s fun. He put it in full gear today. Scott is so worried I’m going to leave him. Mainly because he knows I want to. It’s an odd part of my fantasy to leave him for a man so superior I’ll forget all about him. Part of my fantasy is that I eventually return, but Scott doesn’t need to know that. So, his anxiety level is at a thousand. He is doing anything and everything I ask him to do, no matter how humiliating. With tears in his eyes, he kissed the head of Connors's dick as I told him to. I’d never seen him cry before, but today he did. And it made me so fucking hot I almost came watching him pucker up with Connor's dick in his face. He stuck his tongue in the cum hole and held it there until I told him to take it out. I took pictures of his lips wrapped around the tip of his cock with tears running down his face. Why do I want to see him with a dick in his mouth? Not because I like seeing guys with dicks in their mouth. I like having the power to make him put that dick in his mouth. I like the unbearably heavy humiliation I put him through. It makes my whole body feel alive. The tears made it even that much more enjoyable. Connor laughed and made humiliating jokes about his manhood. Then he grabbed Scott's head and shoved his dick all the way down his throat until he gagged. Balls on his chin deep. When he pulled it out, he said, “I slipped my dick down your crybaby throat, and your wife is rubbing her cunt watching you eat dick.” Scott tried to tell Connor he was gay for doing it. Connor said, “I’ll stick my dick in anyone's mouth when I have a hard-on. It won’t happen the other way around, though. I’m not a sissy bitch like you.” Then he slipped his dick back down Scott’s throat again until he gagged on it. I’m going to skip the details of a lot of it, but I got fucked so thoroughly by Connor that my brain turned off. In the end, Connor pulled out and shot a massive puddle of sperm on my belly and ordered Scott to eat it. Scott looked at me and I told him to do as Connor said. He hesitated, and I gave him the look. He slowly slurped and licked every thick slimy drop of white jizz that had just left a 22-year-old man's testicles that landed on my belly. He stopped several times. I thought he was going to be sick. He would look at me as if to say, “Please, no more.” But I just told him to finish. Connor said very mean things. Things that upset the likes of today ever offended population, so I won’t repeat them. You get the idea. It got even worse for Scott. I sucked his limp dick into my mouth and made it hard. Then I told him to finish himself in his hand while we watched. I told him things would never be the same between us if he didn't. He did. It took about 2 minutes, and he poured a load of “old man jizz” as Connor called it, into his hand and drank it down. Again, with the tears. I told him to stop whining. I told him his dick stayed hard, he made a stupid face when he came, and eating his own nut was all he was good for. He agreed just as he should. Then when he ingested all of his cum I left, went out, and spent the rest of the day with Connor. I am dreading when he leaves this week. I’ll miss him so much. On the other hand, Scott isn’t talking to me at the moment. That’s okay. I’m going out with Connor later tonight. I don’t need Scott right now.
Busy day yesterday. Sucked Connor off at 8:30 am in my living room and ingested probably the most amount of sperm I ever have in my life. I could smell his cum on my breath and taste it in the jizz burps for the rest of the day. Then we went to Walmart to pick up my order. I gave him a handjob in the car but wasn’t able to finish. Walmart was way faster than I expected and loaded me right up. Drove home, and Connor fingered me to my first amazing orgasm of the day. Something special about getting fingered in my truck by a 22 yr old stud that I meticulously trained from the age of 18 on how to properly service my pussy. I made a mess on my seat, but not to worry. Scott was home, and I had him clean it up. He was very upset about it. Scott never liked Connor, and he pulled me to the side and said he was willing to put up with David and the others, but he wasn’t about to be minimized by a 22-year-old. Minimilized, his word exactly. He not only was minimized, but he was also turned into a sniveling, pussy, and orgasm-free 2-foot-tall troll eating Connors's cum out of my asshole by the end of the day. The price he pays for getting out of line.
I had Scott go outside after he finished cleaning my girl jizz off the seat. Connor was in the kitchen, so I took off all my clothes and asked him which hole he wanted to use first. He chose my asshole. I was hoping for that. Fuck me, what an orgasm I had. Mind-blowing powerful. Then he filled my colon with another gallon of sperm that poured out all over the kitchen floor. Which Scott, of course, cleaned up as well. Then we went out and spent the day flirting, fingering, jerking, and otherwise working ourselves up all over town. It was an amazing day. I so enjoyed just relaxing and walking around while mixing in some cock grabs and letting him slip his fingers in my shorts. It was simply perfect.
When we got home, Connor fucked me from top to bottom. His cock touched every hole I had. He spent more time in my ass, and his maybe 6-inch cock was perfect for giving me those ridiculously intense anal orgasms. He finished in my ass, and this time since I was laying down, my sphincter held on to most of it. It felt heavy lying in my guts. There was so much. Amazing feeling. Connor brought up how much he missed me. I admitted how much I missed him as well. I forgot how much I love Connor. He asked me if there was a future for the two of us. That made me all warm and fuzzy inside, and honestly, I would love for a future for the two of us. I told him I would leave Scott in a second for him if he asked me to. I would even quit seeing Daving and all the others. And I would. But…there is always a but…I’m 57, and he’s 22. It’s never going to work. I’m just being a realist. Truth be told, I love the thought of hanging out and being Connor. But most of it’s sexual, and most of it's related to his impossibly large sperm dumps. That alone, for me, turns David’s 10-inch dick into a 1-inch clitty dick to be laughed at and humiliated. Basing a real relationship on sexual intensity never works unless it’s with someone like Scott. He somehow really never gets annoying to be around. Sure, he pisses me off but in a familiar, comfortable way. Connor, being 22, will surely annoy to a level above and beyond after a month or so. So he will be the temporary love of my life as often as he is around. The only problem with that theory is that he is moving back home in under a year. See how that pans out. Anyway, Connor went across the street to his grandparent's house, and I had Scott drink Connor's cum out of my asshole while I vibrated my clit to what ended up being the hardest, most intense cum of the day. It was so hard I could feel Connor's sperm being pushed out of my ass into Scott's mouth. I sent him to bed with a cummy chin and orgasm free for being snotty earlier in the day.
Connor will be here in just a few. I’m so hungry for his jizz that it almost aches. I can almost smell his cum just thinking about it. I love that smell. I love the way his balls smell. Not dirty, but like a man. Slightly sweet and sweaty. Another smell that turns my pussy into a thick slick swamp of girl lube. It’s going to be good. We were going to go to his hotel. Easier cleanup. But Scott read my last post and was very upset about me saying I would leave him for Connor and wanting to belong to him like a piece of property. I like being a piece of property. It’s my thing with certain guys. I adore the feeling of being used like a lump of flesh that serves no other purpose than to accept sperm into my holes. Mentally, it feels amazing, and that turns the physical into out-of-this-world fantastic. I use guys like Scott in the same way. He’s my lump of flesh that cleans my used holes. I told him I stand by what I said. Connor is more important than he is. He probably shouldn’t read these whacked-out things I write. They upset him. But then again, his dick is hard most of the time even when he gets his feelings hurt. I forgot to check this morning to see if he had a hard-on. I don’t think he did. He’s super worried about Connor swooping me away. Odds are close to zero but I’m not going to tell him that. Had he approached me with a hard-on and asked me to explain, I would have jerked him off while I told him about how I wanted Connor to make me his. His loss.
I drank so much of Connor's sperm last night my husband complained he could smell his cum on my breath this morning. That made me instantly wet and now I want to do it all over again. Here are some pics from his hotel room from yesterday. I was so hooked on him that I kept checking to see if he had arrived at his grandparent's house yet. He did. About 30 minutes ago. I want to walk across the street and suck the cum out of his balls while his grandparents watch. Connor looks so good now. The Army has really done him well. He makes my pussy twitch just looking at him. As weird as it sounds, I want Connor to pump a baby into my belly. I want that sexy fucking 22-year-old to make me pregnant and force Scott to raise it. I know I’m creepy weird but no point in denying that it turns me on fiercely when I think about it. I think Connor is the one. The one guy I want to ask me to be his, to own me, to do as he says. I would leave Scott for him. Oddly enough, he is only 22. I thought he might be 23 but 22 makes sense. Even at 22, I would do as he says just to belong to him. Is it the amount of jizz he can pump? That’s a big part of it but he’s also sexy as hell. So much so that my pussy takes over and does my thinking for me when he’s around.
As to drinking his cum I drank a lot of it. Not because he wanted me to but because I wanted to feel the head of his cock expand and pulse and taste the hot salty sperm on the back of my tongue. I just wanted to. I almost had a need to be on my knees in front of him and let him feed me. For those of you who remember Connor and how I used to mention and sometimes even complain about the never-ending massive amounts of cum his balls would pump out. It seems like it’s even more now. It’s so much and so heavy I get a feeling of being full. Like I ate too much. His balls push out so much sperm for so long that it’s very hard to keep up with. But I do it. I lose very little. He came 4 times yesterday and the only one I didn’t swallow was the last one. He wanted my ass, so I bent over, spread my cheeks, and let him use my asshole as he pleased. I came so hard I saw stars about 30 seconds into my asshole being used as a cock sleeve for his dick. He went for another 5 minutes of pure joy and then unloaded deep in his colon. Normally sperm stays in my asshole, especially when it’s a smaller cock like Connor has. But he comes so much my sphincter can’t hold it and it just poured out of my ass like a faucet. I woke up this moring with cum breath and a cum puddle that leaked out of my ass from the left over jizz Connor put in my asshole. I can’t wait to let him use me like a fuck doll again today. I hope he’s feeling fress because I’m ready to go. It’s been a while since my surgery since I have had the need, the drive, the annoying ache, to be fucked stupid. It’s back with a vengance. It just took Connor to turn it back on.
Late post: I couldn't get it up in time, though I think my doctor got it up in plenty of time. He flirted with me. Been a while since that's happened. Never going to work, so didn't spend too much effort on that one, but I had no time to post after that because then I went on a date with my long-lost Connor, who is visiting his grandparents. So that you know. I think he cums even more now than he did before. I'm leaking sperm from all the holes. I'll tell you about it tomorrow...after he pumps some more jizz into me, that is. God, it's good to see him again. I remember when I was sucking the sperm out of his 18-year-old balls. Now, he's a Specialist in the Army. Think he's probably 23 by now.
1st of May, and the first thing I did today was check out porn on X. I have been trying to check out porn on Reddit, but it feels like work. I don’t really get Reddit. I have a date today. Looking forward to it. It will be a mystery date for anyone who reads these blogs. I’ll fill you in afterward.
Why are all the student protesters so not fuckable? Both the men and the women. The women look like their body odor is strong among them. The men look so…I don’t know… what's the descriptor I’m looking for here… incapable. They look and sound like they have zero usefulness in real-world applications. Plus, their inability to have any self-awareness of both their mental capacity and physical condition is frightening. A good 3-month on-the-job training course in a diesel mechanics shop would either kill them or do them some good. I’m fine with either way. It is these things and not their perceived cause that come to mind when I see them protesting. That, all by itself, makes them annoying. Just so you know, not only can I change my own tire, I can put brakes on a semi truck, start to finish. I used to be married to a guy who had a diesel shop. I also fucked his employees, so things didn’t work out all that well for him in that regard. I used to masturbate when he would go to his shop and talk with his mechanics, who, unbeknownst to him, had emptied sperm from their balls inside of me. It was a total of 3 employees. I still fuck one of them every now and then, and it’s been 20 years since I first slipped his dick in my innards. I also fucked my ex about 5 or 6 years ago. He was still hot, but he never really was all that good at fucking. A pump and grunt kind of guy who finished in a few minutes and then went back to whatever else he had going on. Hence me sucking Reggie's dick in the waiting room while my husband was finalizing a driver's bill. I do miss being the boss’s wife who was willing to bend over and let the employees sniff my ass in hopes of enticing them into breeding his wife behind his back.
I hate “GoFundMe” campaigns. I know this probably sounds stone-cold, but I can’t help how I feel about them. 90% of the ones that show up on Twitter-X are bullshit. If an adult performer runs one, the odds increase to a 99.5% bullshit factor.
Here's a little lunchtime video for you, that's right, I 'm going to consume your lunch break, that's my job, that's what I do 😜 Hopefully you enjoy and feel free to go to the bathroom or close your office door and rub one out for me 🍆💦😜 Hope you're having a great day 💋
I had Scott lick my ass today while I hit my clit with a vibrator. Good cum. It would have been better if my asshole was still wet with Tony’s sperm, but as you may already know, he unexpectedly pulled out and sprayed me down. That’s okay. I agreed to give Scott a handjob if he would eat his cum out of my hand. His sperm has been removed from his testicles and put back in his stomach. Good day. A solid ass fuck cum and a great ass eating cum followed by watching a cuck eat cum. I could get used to this.
Ever had a kidney stone? They suck. Just saying.
There have been many requests for me to do in-person stuff, which is the number one no-no here. Every time they ask for that, I get flagged, and any response, no matter what I say or how off-topic it may be, gets me a warning. This is not a lecture. I could care less what you send, but if you send me something with any request of that sort, you will either get a nonsensical response or no response at all, and I hate doing that because I pride myself on answering all messages. This is not a lecture at all. I have no problems with anyone asking, but it’s not allowed on here, and they are letting me know about it. So that you know, the answer is no. I retired from anything like that 3 years ago.
Over the years, I have used my asshole to turn guys into mindless putty so I could do with them as I please. My guess is that there is something about unloading the sperm out of your testicles into my guts via my asshole that alters a man's mind. Makes him pliable in more ways than one. It’s a win-win because I enjoy a cock in my colon more than I care to admit. It’s a fantastic orgasm. It’s a different kind of cum. More intense and more centered, so to speak. The kind of orgasm that has kept me cumming back for more than 30 years.
Why do I like getting my ass widened and filled with sperm? I don’t know. I just do. I can remember the first time I stuck something in my ass. I didn’t even know that anal sex was even a thing. Back then, the only porn you could see was in magazines, or you had to go to a movie theatre. I wasn’t old enough to be able to do either. I just knew I wanted to stick something in my ass. I had already figured out how to masturbate to the point of orgasm, so I guess I was expanding on it. So I stuck a hairbrush handle in my ass. No…I didn’t cum. Not from the hairbrush handle alone. But eventually, with a little practice, I did learn how to keep the handle in my ass hands-free so I could finger my pussy and rub my clit at the same time. That made me cum. For a while, it’s all I would do. It was new and exciting. I wanted a real dick in my ass, but back then, convincing a guy to stick it in my butt wasn’t an easy thing to do. But I finally did get a guy to try it, and we couldn’t get his dick in my asshole. I didn’t have lube in those days, and after a few minutes, he pumped sperm on my back, ending the attempt. I remember it being a while, but I found another guy to try it, and he did get his dick in my butt but came before I could get a gauge of what kind of pleasure this would bring me. You have to keep in mind back in the 80s anal wasn’t a big thing, and lots of guys didn’t even know it existed. But I finally found a guy who did cum immediately inside of my ass but stayed hard, so I spent the next 5 minutes using his jizz as lube, trying to swallow his cock with my asshole. I had an orgasm from just fucking his dick in my ass. No fingers, just a cock sliding in and out of my cummy asshole. That was all it took. I have been taking dicks deep in my colon ever since. I was telling someone that I only use ass sex for pleasure, never for shock value, such as sticking massive objects in it for a few bucks. I never did an anal scene in pro porn because they have no regard for their own personal pleasure and could care less how much it hurts as long it ends up on video. I offered, but with stipulations that required that I use the dick in my ass how I wanted to use it. They never agreed, so I never shot a pro video with anal in it. I have made plenty of my own amateur videos, though. My point is that by not trying to outdo the next girl with my asshole, I have turned my asshole into a fine cock breeding machine that provides both myself and the dick in my guts with mass amounts of pleasure. Now you know the basics of my anal fetish.
I took a good deep ass fucking from Tony today. The idiot pulled out and came on my pussy. Ruined a perfectly good deep ass cum cleansing by doing that. Guys, don’t pull out unless you're told to. Pump the sperm in the hole your dick is in unless told otherwise. If I didn’t want his jizz sticking to the walls of my colon, I’d have told him so. The truth is I wanted to feel his jizz warm up my guts and then provide me with a solid lubing for the rest of the day. I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again. When you pump cum in my asshole, my asshole holds on to it. For the entire day, sometimes. It’s a wonderful feeling that keeps my clit throbbing all day long. I mentioned this to Tony, and he apologized. He said it didn’t feel polite to cum in my asshole. 23-year-olds…they say the darndest things. Oh well, I did get a good orgasm out of his dick in my ass, so it's not all complaints. I would have liked to top it off with a greasy load in my guts for the rest of the day.
Tony’s dick is fascinating. It has seizures when you rub it the right way. They last about 10 seconds, and his balls completely disappear as well. It also makes his mouth work like a fish. It’s a cool thing to do to a guy and get that reaction. I like that about him. I’d like to do that to him again right now. That is not going to happen. He’s at work.
True story. A street junkie, also known as a homeless person, walked up to me with a sign that said, “This could be you one day.” So I pulled $20 out of my pocket, looked at him, then back at my $20 dollar bill, then put it back in my pocket. He looked at me like, “What the fuck?” I said, “You might be right, better safe than sorry. I might need this tomorrow.” He spit at me. It didn’t go very far, and to be honest, the only thing he ended up spitting on was himself. The good news is, I woke up this morning, and I still had a roof over my head, so I didn’t need that $20. So I burnt it up at Publix, getting myself a made-to-order sub. Lucky me. While I was in line I was thinking, the world is getting weirder by the day. I refuse to play along.
I had my date with David this afternoon. It was amazing. It’s been a while since I have felt him stretch me to the limit and feel his fat cock head push my guts around when it slides in. I can feel the spongy head of his dick compress when it bottoms out inside because there is nowhere else to go. I also got to watch Scott stare at my cock filled pussy while another man he will never be able to compete with satisfied me in ways he never will. He looked defeated. That is the only way I can describe it. I was worried that David would have a difficult time when I asked him if I could have Scott watch us. When I told him it was for me, not Scott, as he didn’t want to participate in my kinks, he was all in. I think David enjoyed using the power of his massive cock to overpower Scott and shrink him down to a troll-sized sissy. Big dicks will do that to the best of men. Every time Scott turned away, David would tell him to keep his eyes on his wife. He even told him to watch so he would know what his wife actually looks like when she’s satisfied. That was hard for Scott to hear, but it was pure pleasure for me to see him reduced from a strong hard man to a limp dicked scared little baby who was sitting in the chair in the corner. Again, seeing your wife destroyed by a huge cock will do that to a man. Scott will never be the same man again. I have changed him. I have defeated him. It’s been my goal since the day we were married. I couldn’t be happier. He is truly now the perfect husband. It was intense. He didn't want to participate and started leaving. I threatened to end our marriage, and I meant it. He knew this was a probability before we ever married 3 years ago. Today I have a picture of him holding David’s dick with one hand and cupping his balls with his other. He is losing his mind, wondering what I might do with it. I would put it on here if I could. I can’t. But I can casually show his friend's photos on my phone and accidentally let that one swipe to be the next pic. And one day I will. We did other things. Things I won’t get into. It will scare a lot of you away. I know not everyone is into my kinks, and this particular one offends some folk's manhood. So that you know, nobody got pegged in the ass. I’m not into that. That would be crossing the line for me. I don’t want Scott to be gay. I want him to do degrading and humiliating things for me, and having him hold and having him say things to David’s dick as if it were a person, all while David laughed at him, is as humiliating as it can get for Scott. The more humiliation he endures, the wetter my pussy gets. It’s an awful thing for him but a truly magical experience for me. Like I said, we did more. Almost 3 hours of pure cuck humiliation. Probably 5 orgasms for me and 2 for David. Scott couldn’t get hard, but that made the experience all that much better for me. I wanted him to jerk off and eat his own sperm for us, but that didn’t happen. He tried so A for effort.
I don’t normally like my cucks involved or watching the guys I fuck on the side. Once in a while, though, I love a day like today. It keeps the world turning for me. It also keeps Scott right where I like him. Sniffing my ass and doing what I tell him to. He’s cleaning my Jeep for me now. Life is good!
Here's something I don’t normally do. I fucked a guy and his wife last night. I didn’t really want his wife, but it ended up being a package deal. She was the jealous type. The kind of person who isn’t really into what she’s doing but does it so she can keep her hubby happy. Look, it ended up being a good time. I had the best orgasm I have had in a month. It was right back up to the level of intensity I was having before my surgery, so very happy about that. I came when I was riding on top of him, and she was licking my asshole. She did a very nice job of rimming me and adding in the dick in my hole…over the edge, I went. Which sent him over the edge, and he pumped a load of his family man's sperm into another woman who wasn’t his wife. It got awkward for a few minutes. I could tell she wasn’t happy about it. He apologized to her and said he couldn’t help himself. He was trapped underneath me. Which I thought was a brilliant excuse. She seemed to accept it but I could tell it was going to be discussed later on that evening when I wasn’t around.
So, details. How did I run into them? It’s Jeep Week here in Daytona and people from all over the world are here with their Jeeps. I was about and about on Main St and they started chatting me up. We both have 1991 YJ’s so it was the conversation starter. They are from Michigan and visiting for the Jeep Week event. Like I said. He was very attractive. So much so that I thought I would just be happy with the privilege of sucking the jizz out of his balls via his cockhead. I was trying to think of ways to separate them so I could steal some of his married sperm for my personal consumption. I didn’t have to. I mentioned I had spent some time in Dayton, Ohio, and they said they had been there to visit a few clubs, and the word lifestyle came up. I mentioned a few swingers clubs I had been to in Dayton and boom. It was a match. So the conversation went from G-rated to R-rated, then borderline X-rated. One thing led to another, we ended up back at my house, and the final result was I was dripping his sperm out of my pussy after having a massive orgasm of my own.
I know you want to hear about how big his dick was, so I will tell you. At best, 4 inches. Probably not even that. It really was very small. Borderline tiny. He has the looks, an amazing body, and a baby dick. It was so easy to suck, though, and that makes it so enjoyable when I’m giving head. I can just roll the entire cock around in my mouth, swirl my tongue around it, and lick the balls while I have his entire length in my mouth. Even better, his wife was suckiing my clit, which was almost as big as his dick at the same time. I probably would have cum if he didn’t reach the point of no return and stop me from eating his jizz. He wanted to fuck, so we tried missionary. It was too awkward. His dick kept slipping out with any movement I made. So we tried from behind, the same problem. But I knew the answer, I’d seen this before a hundred times. You ride a tiny cock. It stays in, and even if it slips out, it’s more likely to slip back in on its own. So I laid him down on my bed, climbed onto his little dick, and went to town. His wife got behind me and started her tonguing of my asshole, and you know how it ends from here. She never got off. I offered a dozen times, but she declined. Like I said. I don’t think she was ever really into this experience from the start. But it happened. Her husband ended up breeding another woman in front of her. She helped that other woman cum on her husband's tiny dick by exploring my asshole with her tongue. So it couldn’t have been all that bad for her. Would I fuck him again? Absolutely. I wished he lived locally so I could make him a local fave to fuck. What about his small dick? Who cares? He was fun and totally into fucking, and his little dick would get the job done no if and buts about it. I like a small cock. They are so much more fun when it comes to daily fucking. You can do everything with a small cock, and they don’t wear you out like a massive dick will. Not saying I would ever give up David or Rob and their massive dongs. I would definitely favor either of them over him, but that’s because of the mental, sexual kinks I associate with huge dicks. Huge dicks play into my number one kink in a massive way which is making men cucks. But when it cums to just let's just fuck and cum, no strings attached, a small dick would be my go-to. Ryan is my small-dick guy right now. I wish he were an inch or two smaller, though; that would put him at the 3.5-4-inch mark.
Crap, I have rambled on for forever here. Sorry about that. It just kept flying out of the keyboard, I couldn’t help myself. I’ll quit here.
I got some dick today. It was good. Not as good as I wanted it to be but I feel pretty good about the sex I had. I am hoping for a re-sizing of the pussy with David on Friday, so I wanted to give it a run before I committed. I think all will be good. For those who are wondering, I had surgery a week ago, and it’s still a bit touchy as far as fully recovered goes. But it’s getting damn close. I can feel it in my orgasms. These are some pics after Ryan fucked me. He asked me to take some so I could show you guys the “damage” he did to my pussy. I don’t have the heart to tell him his dick isn’t big enough to do “damage” or any kind of resizing of the pussy at all. So we took these pics. I think they look good. No cum. I swallowed his nut at his request. It was the highlight of my fuck. I just enjoy looking at him as his face contorts while his balls pump sperm into my throat. I want to know what that feels like. It looks so perfectly satisfying. I’m jealous I don't have balls, and I can't feel what it's like to push cum out of them.
People keep asking me if I let my husband watch guys fuck me. No. That would suck. That’s not how the cuck game works. It’s how the “wanna-be” cucks think it should work, though. It’s for the lame 1 foot in 1 foot out guys who never really commit. I find most of the “wanna-be’s” are basically trying to live out their bi/gay fantasies. Which I get, nothing wrong with that. Call it a fun night of bi fucking if that’s your thing. Have I been known to stick a dick in a guy's mouth? Absolutely. Did the guy want that? Absolutely not, but when you’re a true cuck, you don’t really have a choice. I love the look of shame on a guy's face after I pump a load of cum onto his face from another dude's dick. Bi guys suck that jizz down like it’s candy without missing a beat. Straight guys look like they are about to cry and do their best not to empty their stomachs from the nausea. And they never ask to do it again and dread the day I invite them to join me and one of my bulls. But when I do, they are obedient and do as they are told because a big part of being a cuck is all that shame and disgust that makes the cuck life worth living for them. I like to give them the full experience. A true cuck waits at home. The mass anxiety of wondering when or if I will even come home. Think of the emotions a cuck has to go through. He has to wonder if I am falling in love with another man who is pumping sperm into his wife while he waits at home. Imagine I’m your wife, and I’m opening my legs and presenting my pussy to a better man to breed as he wishes. I wouldn’t do it if it didn’t mean something emotionally to me. And I tell my cuck about my feelings for other men just for the express reason of raising his anxiety levels to almost unbearable levels. There are so many things I do to make them question my commitment to not leaving them for another man it’s hard to count. I know I’m not going to leave them. Why would I? Cucks get industrious when I’m with other men. They clean, they fix things, they do anything they can to show me their worth besides fucking me with their pathetic cock. And the truth is, they get more sex than anyone else. They may not fuck me, they certainly won’t be cumming inside of me, but I will dole out humiliating details while I painfully edge their cock for hours on end. I will demand they masturbate for me. I will have them cum in their hand and eat their own sperm. I will let them lick my pussy as long as they know that when they cum, the exact same amount of jizz their cocks pump out their mouths will put back in their stomachs. I have something for them daily I want them to do that involves them cumming. I have given Scott and others a path to leave the cuckold lifestyle and still remain in my life. It will mean less sex, and I will still fuck other men. They will just be my backup when I have a cancellation or a dry spell. They always refuse the offer and remain my cuck. Scott is the longest so far. 3 years now. He shows no sign of ever slowing down. I don't really ask my boyfriends/bulls what it's like to be them. I should do that because if you're not my cuck, that's your other option.
Had a nice visit from some local hotties I hang out with from time to time yesterday. I want to be so gay with one of them so badly it’s painful. I mean it. It makes me ache because I want to sniff her ass so bad. I feel like she will have that perfect smell. Not perfectly clean and soapy smelling, but that slightly sweet, musty scent that tastes as good as it smells. I’ll never know. Her name is Lexi. Or maybe it’s spelled Lexy. I don’t really know. I have asked Lexi to please let me explore her body with my tongue. She declined, saying she had zero desire to be with any woman, be it me or anyone else. I understand. I am not pushy. I have made my desire known to her, but she declined, and I accept that. That doesn’t mean I don’t mentally picture her opening her legs for me and letting me tongue fuck both her holes. I simply can’t help that. Anyway, they were talking about the perfect size cock for them was 7 inches, aka 18 centimeters. I said I knew a couple of guys but doubted they would be willing to cut 2 or 3 inches off for anyone. That piqued Sandra’s interest. She asked if I was serious that the one guy had a 9-inch dick. I said it was 10 inches fat, and I personally have experienced its magical wonder in my guts more than a few times. Things went round and round, and now we are at the point where she wants me to introduce David to her. I told her he wasn’t Mr Hotty with a body. Just a regular dude, chubby but swinging a 10-inch dick. She backed off at that. She is superficial like that. Several hours later, as they were getting ready to leave, she asked me again about David. Wanted to know if I had a picture of him. Which I do, and I shared it with her and then showed her one of me holding his dick. She said thanks, but he wasn’t for her, he was too heavy. An hour after that, she called and asked if I would still be willing to set them up. Specifically, I would go along with her on a sneaky undercover get-to-see-him-and-decide kind of date. I said no. I like David. Not for his dick. I like David for David. Sure he’s carrying quite a bit of extra weight, and he’s not Mr GQ. But the second you start talking with him that all melts away. In my mind, Sandra isn’t good enough for him. So, I set her up with Rob. He's the most narcissistic person I have ever known. They should get along fabulously. They are going out on Friday. I’ll be there for about 15 minutes to make the introductions, and then she can see what she thinks about a dick an inch shorter and nearly as fat as Davids's dick. Kind of like a big dick starter package. I should get a TV show deal. Call it Dick Dates.
Caught myself looking at a guy in Publix this morning and thinking, “I’d like to empty his balls down my throat.” He wasn’t all that, but he could wear a pair of jeans. Enough to make me stare at him and wonder what his penis would taste like. No, I didn’t approach him. He seemed to be with part of his family. Even if he wasn’t, I probably wouldn’t have approached him anyway. Anyway, now I’m horny. Funny how a simple trip to the grocery store can turn my pussy into a hungry wet swamp. He most likely has no clue my holes were watering for him. I kind of wish he did to see how he would react. What decisions he would or wouldn’t make. Such as will he slip his cock in my guts or won’t he. I’ll never know.
Smartphones have destroyed the minds of a vast, untold number of people. They are literally brain-dead phone zombies with a hazed-over glaze in their eyes from watching videos, and they will never recover. The smartphone has tricked them into thinking they are informed on all things. They are anything but. I will argue that porn has nothing to do with the problem. Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, and all the other similar knockoffs are what rot the brains of kids and adults alike. You watch porn, you rub one out, you go on about your day. Not so much with Social Media. I just thought I would throw that out there.
To answer the question, do I use a smartphone to post my porn. No, I use a desktop for almost everything I do online, including porn, Social media, and any personal stuff I have to do online. I have a super duper Samsung Flip phone. I almost never know where it’s at. I shoot all my videos and pictures with a Sony camera. Once in a while, if I’m sitting around and my clit starts growing, I’ll snap a phone pic and share it with you if I can find the damn thing.
I wish there were sound to this video. I edged his dick so slow and so long, for over an hour, that I had to cut it short on the video. The guy couldn’t even breathe, and he looked like he was about to have a seizure, so I finally let him release the sperm from his balls. As you will see, it was a good release. I wish I could know what that felt like. It looks so good on video that I want to do it again and see how far I can push him physically and mentally. I feel like I could break him down and reduce him to a weak, blabbering, brain-dead imbecile with just my hands. I really do like making these videos. I know they aren’t super popular but I get a thrill when they go this well. Anal is what everyone wants to see. I’ll see about making one this week. I have to get myself in the mood to let Scott fuck me in the ass. He’s my last choice but often the only choice when it cums to being on video.
Got my first real good orgasm yesterday since my surgery via getting a clit handjob. I put the video up last night but forgot to tag Scott, so they de-listed it. But it’s up and running now. It was strong enough to make me fuck dumb for a while, so super happy about that. I wasn’t going to let him fuck me, but he got me so well, and I was dealing with cum-brain that I let him. I didn’t let him cum in me. That’s for other guys. It must be weird for him to know more guys have pumped sperm in my guts in the last month or two than he has during our entire marriage. In fact, every one of my steady fuck boys has properly bred me by leaving their jizz in my pussy more times than my husband has. By a long shot. That is a sign of a proper marriage. My point here is I let him feel my insides with the head of his dick because I was grateful for the fantastic orgasm. I made him pull out after I felt he had used my hole long enough. I did finish him and that will be in the next video later today. It’s a fantastic finish so watch for it. No sound in either of these videos. Not sure what happened but the video is pretty good. The clit hand-job came out with perfect sound and all. Anyway, here is Scott’s mercy fuck.
The best part about having a huge clit? The handjobs! This is as real as it gets. No fake moaning and groaning, no stupid props, just a huge clit, a guy who knows how to work it, and a solid ass orgasm for me!
My asshole will be used as a sperm collection facility today. Looking forward to that. Got my medium-sized butt plug in right now. I’ll be putting the large one in in about an hour. No need to use the extra large ass plug as Ryan will feel loose with just the Large plug. His dick isn’t all that big. I used to say 6 inches. It ended up being 5 ½ when I measured it. It was 7 ½ when he measured it. I had to school him on how to measure a cock. You don’t measure from underneath to the edge of your balls. Now he knows. I think he always knew but didn’t want to admit it. I couldn't care less how big his dick is. I’m not fucking him for dick size. I’m fucking him because I like him and he makes me cum.
When I’m feeling 100 percent from the aftermath of my surgery, I will let David destroy my asshole. I have committed myself to practicing for that day. I have been stuffing ass plugs in when I pump my clit. Which is twice daily. I can’t get past the image of him stretching my butthole to epic proportions. I will get pics and hopefully videos of the widening. I want my hole to be so stretched it stays open as if it was turned into a cock tunnel. My extra-large plug isn’t as fat as Davids's dick. Not really even close. But I can get the head of my giant dildo in my ass after I use it. I measured the head; it’s 3 inches long and 8 inches around. It’s big, and I stay open like a tunnel for a few minutes, but that’s it. It’s an odd sensation. It’s not uncomfortable afterwards but it mentally makes me feel like I have been used like a sex toy. I like feeling like that. My goal is to get all of David’s dick inside of me and have him cum and then get a video and some pics of his sperm pooling around inside of my tunneled-out asshole. Just the thought will freak some of you out. But the thought for me makes me want to go and start stretching with my butt plugs like now, which is what I’m going to do.
I did go out in the Jeep. I did have a few wardrobe malfunctions along the way, but I expected that. It got to the point I didn’t even notice it anymore. I am one whacked-out granny driving around in a jacked-up Jeep with her tits hanging out half the time. Worse yet, I like driving around with my tits hanging out. Apparently, so do a few of you. The honks let me know you’re looking! I do love an audience.
Some chick said I’m too old to keep doing my Onlyfans. She also doesn’t like my X posts. This supports why I don’t do DM’s all that much on X/Twitter anymore. I should have just ignored her, but I’m tired of these entitled shit heels with whacked-out thought-processing abilities. I replied if I’m too old, you’re too fat. That didn’t go over well. Apparently, it’s okay to tell me I’m too old, but it’s not okay for me to say she’s too fat. I didn’t see that rule when I signed up for Twitter way back when. My bad. I need to stay out of these things. But it’s getting harder every day to keep my mouth shut, though. I wish there were a dick to stuff it so I would be quiet.
As some of you know, there was a time I could be found on the websites for private, up-close, and personal good times. Those days are long over, and though I get a lot of requests to reconsider, it’s not going to happen. I have been retired from that for three years now. I did that for 21 wonderful years. I miss it. Quite a bit. But it’s over now. Traveling with COVID going on became so insane and chaotic that I figured it was time to call it a career. I do miss the people, though. I talk with them regularly to this day. So why don’t I get back into it? Because it’s like a drug. Do it once, and I won’t be able to stop, and I have way too many things going on for that to happen. Those 21 years were amazing, though. I saw the country, met some of the greatest people, fucked them more times than I can count, and still hang out with more than a few of them. The only thing I would change in my life if I could go back in time is I would have started 15 yrs earlier…including my porn career. I would have had more time to enjoy both careers. Would of, should of, could of…it is what it is. I’m just glad I was able to enjoy the 21 years I did get. I know…21 years of dick is a lot of dick. But starting 15 years earlier…think how much dick that would have been.
Several people commented on my sex drive. I agree it’s quite robust, to say the least. I told someone this morning it annoys some people and I was serious…it actually does. I like to carry on perverted conversations when I fuck. I talk about my fantasies, of which there are many. I like it when they at least seem to be interested in them. So much so that I don’t want it to end. So I keep myself from cumming to extend the session to keep it going as long as I can. It’s selfish. I know that. Sometimes I will have a guy's dick in me well beyond an hour. I can see them getting worn out and frustrated from not cumming. Then, after I had a mind-blowing orgasm from all the build-up, it gets worse for them. I like to take my time making them cum. I enjoy all the things I can do to their dick to make them look like they are having a seizure. So so I spend half an hour or more just doing whatever I want to their dick, but back off the second, I think they will blow sperm. When I have had my fill of their dick, I finish them off. They are always fine with it at the end, but I have been told, “I don’t want to fuck for hours,” when I ask them to slip it inside of me the next time around. Plus, some guys are just not interested in playing along with me and my fantasies. It weirds them out. They simply don’t like talking about sex fantasies with anyone. I completely understand, but I avoid those guys as much as possible.
Another question was, Am I married, which most of you know is yes. Also, am I a swinger? To which the honest answer is no though I participate now and then in house parties thrown by swingers. My husband, Scott, nor any of my guys on the side, are swingers. I’m not into trading partners. I’m fine if any one of them wants to fuck another chick, and I’ll even watch and participate if they want me to. But…it’s not really my thing. I would rather hear the details than see them. That way, I get to incorporate my own mental picture the way I want to see it instead of how it actually was, which won’t be nearly as exciting. I don’t need a partner to “swing” with. I prefer to go solo in my sex endeavors when it cums to fucking. It’s just better sex for me. I don’t like my husband or anyone else knowing I’m getting my insides rearranged by another man. That’s my business. I’ll tell him later if I feel like it. One-on-one sex is my thing if I have my choice. Though having a cuck in the room now and then is a definite runner-up. I’m not saying now and then I don’t enjoy a good blowbang or having more than a few guys use my holes as a cum dumpster. I do. It’s just so very hard to set up and be successful at it unless it’s a porn video, and as I said in the past, sex isn’t all that in porn videos, no matter how good it’s made to look. One thing I would love to do is a glory hole. Maybe 10 dicks would be a good number. It might take a while, but I think about that a lot. The problem is, where am I going to find 10 hard dicks sticking through a hole in the wall other than porn? They should install glory holes in all the massage parlors. I’d work there if they did.
